~kIte~

2008-08-02T14:31:00.002+08:00

annyong haseyo! (greeting in korean language) haha it was a fun and different experience for me and my family.. coz it was the first time our family travelling tog to a further away place.. away from the usual msia trips:) On the 9th of June, around 8 pm, 4 excited beings got ready and set off with 2 luggages to Terminal 1:)

dear sending us off before we flew at 11pm:)

the first thing in the itinery after touching down at Korea was the visit to the Inspaworld where we can enjoy the korean hot spring!! this was what me and my sis were looking forward to the whole time! --without noeing tt we werent supposed to wear anything, even swimming costume.. with a long hesitation and discussion with our fellow tour grpmate gals, we decided to give try it a try since we have taken e plane all e way here..after the docter fish leg spa which was practically a leg tickling session when everyone had a good time laughing off their heads while the doctor fish were busy biting off out our dead skin.. hahaa.. well being the first time trying out hot spring, it was so comfortable n refreshing tt we din wanna stop! when we left we were so happy we tried it.. no regrets.. but it was a pity my mum din!

our first lunch in Korea after hotspring --our fav Korean Ginseng Chicken! this is a must try:)

us with the bottles of ginseng lining the whole ginseng chicken eatery..

us along the Cheongyecheon stream, a man-made stream in Seoul where a lot of people like to take long strolls and spend time with their loved ones..i find it a bit similar to our boat quay n clarke quay..haaha

daddy and mummy! cheers!

us with the ctc representative on the extreme left (marcus), korean tourguide (michelle) and super nice and hardworking photographer cum tourguide's assistant ( ah june)

our dear tourgrp mate wanna take photo with our 32cm strawberry n green tea ice cream:) haha..

it was onli 1000 won (equivalent to 1.3 sgd).. so cheap and nice!

shot with the statues after shopping at nandaemun, one of the shopping streets in Seoul..

here comes our first dinner of the trip.. steamboat with lots lots of vege and mushroom n e special kimchi dumpling.. coz its the first dae , our dae ended earlier with the tourguide bringing us back to the hotel and me continuing to buy more faceshop at the coex mall beside the hotel:)

next dae started with trip to nami island! remember winter sonata? haha quite a standard film site to be included in a korea tour package rite? haha .. but i was still excited abt going there:) to see the nice nice treess.. though they will look different from that in the show coz it was filmed during autumn and winter:( haha

before we set off on a ferry to nami island=p

on the ferry..

yeah! we are here!

look at how neat are the rows of trees.

my favourite macro shot of the pretty rose we spot along the path:)

as we walk down the row of trees...

spot the mini "snowcouple"? :)

here they are :P

we are bae yong jun and his gf..haha

more shots on the island..

before we leave the island.. the tree seems like an old one

on our way back to e jetty:)

dad cooking famous hotplate chicken with seaweed rice for lunch!!! along myongdong shopping street after lunch:) meeting place of bae yong jun n his gf though they din manage to meet at all... :(

next up after lunch is the most enjoyable and special activity throughout the trip!! rail-bike excursion at Jeongseon where we first find pedalling for 50mins not at all tiring~~

here we go!!

greenery and more greenery!~jus love the fresh air and nature thruout the journey:)

end of the rail ride.. onli realised there were 2 fishes behind us after photo being taken.. haha and it was too late..going to catch the 15min train ride back to where we pedalled from for the past 50 mins..

and at night.. we were brought to the famous High - 1 ski hotel to watch the musical mountain .. and this was the castle setup which i liked..this was how it looked like before the performance started:)

"tata mi" night at Kangwondland Resort~~ super duper cold nite.. brrRR...
simply beautiful to see abundant pretty white flowers covering the mountains outside the resort in the morning:)

taking High-1 gondola to the top of the mountain for our tea at the revolving High-1 cafe:) super steep ...ooooo....

我们抵达山顶了！outside the top of the top cafe~~

lovely scenery with lovely ppl..woohoo feels good to overlook the "world" at the peak~~

mE~~

cable car ride "thrilling" but its jus super worth it to enjoy the breathtaking view of the scenery while having a sip of nice coffee n tea!!~~

after which, we proceeded to try out the mini tractor-like vehicle called the ATV (all Terrain Vehicle)... can be exciting and dangerous with all the bumps along the path making me freak out at some moments..haha

my favourite night coz the resort is simply beautiful!! look like those british cottages .. we are in english times..haha ..how we wished we owned the houses when we were issued the keys=p

Mayfair Pension - nice!

before starting our bbq nite~~

tourguide saes my dad's pork is the most nicely bbqed=p

morning!! before we leave Mayfair Pension for Everland:) missing e beautiful cottages

Everland - Korea's Disneyland

see how sunny it was.. haha .. where i got tanned again..

pet safari in the themepark~ love the bears!

our ice creams are melting fast!!
kImcHi=)

summer is a season of flower abundance ~~colourful:)

best part of the themepark.. roSe garden!! glad we found this place~~

cooling~~ do u feel it??

another pretty family pic and background:)

taking quick shot with e big merry go round though we did not have time to go for a ride

before we left:)

shot of the streets in Seoul in the evening

before watching the comedy break dance - Breakout.. superb performance!

Day 6 started with sumptuous breakfast ~~

taking shots in e hotel room :)

we are near the Presidential Blue House with the Long shan behind us .."Dragon mountain" see the 2 rocks which resembles the eyes and another rock , the nose..haha
more shots:)

The activity that i have been waiting for long before going for the trip! fun~

see how sporty and photogenic is the cute boy!

haha ..super funny seeing my parents in hanbok!

more flowers at Incheon before we set off on relaxing cruise.. jus cant resist taking pics of them!
dolphins~~

first time seeing so many seagulls around me..haha

nice shot by my sis ~~
last day of the trip!! us at wolmi park:)

all the gal tourmates trying to make use of the stage as u can see..haha.. jump jump..
us with the typical korean, ah june.. haha
at Incheon airport..
as usual, my trip ends with pics of clouds taken on plane.. haha.. goodbye Korea! Kamsahamida everyone for the wonderful trip!:)

my dear june babies

2008-07-02T23:40:00.034+08:00

june has always been a special month for me..coz its the month i spent the most! haha apart from gss, i have my dearest frenz who are all june babies..and its quite a number.. haha.. so of coz i dun mind spending more during this period:) year after year, we will always rem to celebrate each other's birthday n for the june babies.. its so special as pw's on the 14th, yps's on the 16th while dada's on 18th:) year after year, we will always celebrate the 3 june babies' together (except for their 21st bdae) and this year is no exception!

17th June 2008

the 3 june (14th, 16th, 18th) darlings~

and another dear june baby, kps, whose bdae is on the first day of June =p

30th May 2008:)

me and my duck! dear fren who neva fails to check if i am still alive..haha

10 yrs of friendship with these darlings and counting:)

looking back at how we went thru different phases of our lives over the past decade..how our friendship progressed from the time we were young and innocent sec sch kids to grown up working ladies todae..

our graduation night in 2001 when everyone transformed into pretty ladies for the first night for the most of us..haha.. can recognise who are in the photo? hint: all of them will appear in the photos in the rest of the blog..haha

continue guessing:)

our dress code was white.. in case u were wondering..haha..and my dear shuyang, another june baby darling in the pic~~

paiseh.. the graduation pictures were the onli decent pictures that i can post for the earlier years.. if not the gals most prob will kill me ..anyway dink we took fewer photos due to the fact that we do not own a digi cam at that time..haha..omg..sound as if we are v old..omg..lol..

June 2004 celebration- e yr we first entered into ntu where we crossed paths again after being separted into different jcs.. 2005 - supporting pw for super host

2006 - the year all of us turned 21! and it was 8 old years then that we have known each other! yps's sweet 21 at marina south:) e photo looks so sweet too

all turned 21, left with me and hanwei..haha..that explains e pic

hanwei's 21st bdae (July 2006) :) where's she? haha.. i was the onli one who havent turned 21 then..

love this pic ..coz our attire that day made the photo simply colourful jus like how my life was made colourful with them around these years:)

merry christmas 2006! ~

June 2007 celebration for yps,pw and dada:)

and for my dear duck...

well, the above are my 5 dearest fairies and 4 june darlings, hence june has always been a special month for me, for almost half of my life as of now..haha.. thanks for being around for each other and i realli heart u all!:)

and u dink this is the end of the list of my june darlings? haha..nono.. not yet! how can i forget my dear yang in canada..her bdae is on the 27th.. miss u so much.. hope we have a chance to meet up again one dae.. let me earn more and go over to find u k! u come back soon too!:) have missed so many birthdays to spend with u~

farewell dinner in 2004

yang.. the gift u gave before u left..i kept it well though it faded so much.. haha everyone u can make out how i look like during my sec sch daes here..haha

last but not least is my precious little gal i met in ntu..shar! 28th june is her special dae.. grateful that we crossed paths in ey and the same dept..thanks for all the heart to heart talks.. for sharing so much with me and making me feel important to u too, no matter how small the extent can be..haha..jus feel so comfortable during the times with u!

gathering at bottletree park cum celebration of shar's bdae:) (supposedly weijie too but he cant make it)

forgot to take photo with shar that dae! and realised i neva realli take individual photos with her too.. found this in my hp.. we must take more pics tog in the future!

so happy i have diligently blogged another entry and this is dedicated to my dear dear june darlings:) thanks..~

discovering a new singapore..

2008-06-21T20:29:00.000+08:00

wow..it has been ages since i last logged into blogger! haha.. well suddenly have the urge to update my poor blog..and post some photos of a new part of singapore that everyone shld take the opportunity to explore:)

perhaps u have heard of the newly built southern ridges in singapore..or even been there before le.. haha well if u havent been there.. these ridges are new spots for u to get good views of the city, harbour and southern islands and i recommend visiting in the night.. coz at night, its not so hot and the view of the lights in the city is simply beautiful!!

At least one month ago, we took e train to harbourfront and took bus 409 from harbourfront interchange up to Mount Faber. After which , we alighted at the stop in front of Jewel Box.. and walked along a pavement leading to the different ridges.. we chose to walk to henderson waves first and along the way, dear dear took some photos:)

here we are!! Henderson waves...the highest pedestrian bridge in spore..there were so many people on the bridge that i was wondering if the bridge is strong enuff to support ..haha.. standing on it makes me wonder how beautiful the view of the brightly lited bridge residents who are living nearby can have..

next up is the elevated walkway..amazed by how modern a pathway can be through the forest..

haha another masterpiece by dear:)

our last destination of the trail is the alexandra arch.. another bridge with lights.. but this time the lights changes colours!!

e nice dae ended with supper at holland village:)

2007-08-29T21:12:00.000+08:00

thanks to dear 6 fairies who celebrated my birthdae on saturday.. nice korean food at SU Korean Cuisine at Far Eat plaza .. the experience was special and food was nice!! It was indeed a sumptuous dinner~~ woo hoo~~~ and i am getting fatter from all the feasts the past few weeks starting from the penang trip!!

see how much food we ate!

me ah bu and dada~~

me and duckie~~

me hw and yps!!

haha when we just finished our food the romantic moment came as the light was dimmed off without me noticing as i was toking to pw.. and the waiter came in with a lovely cake.. thanks gals for the surprise~~:)

thanks fairies for their presents!!

thanks to my groupmates at EY for planning the sweet surprise..hee.. i was really surprised coz after i came out of the toilet, i saw yufang standing outside.. i asked her why she was standing outside doing nothing.. and she told me to accompany her to the pantry..and me followed her and a few seconds after, she walked into the seniors' training room jus next to our training room where i saw all the familiar faces.. my groupmates and 2 other frenz with a piece of cake and singing Bdae song!! Hee.. so sweet of u guys! thank you~~

me and shar..pretty flowers~~ thanks gal for everything~~ how i wish we were in the same audit team:( hugs~~

thanks yufang for her bdae treat..enjoy the lamian at crystal jade!! we were so full..hahaha

this gal lah..always dun wanna take photo..esp in places where there are ppl ard us..end up she taking photo of me alone again:(

haha yufang finally agreed to take with me at the fountain..hahaha..

so glad to have you as my bai zhan zhu, gal..hahaha..

thanks dear for giving my birthday another meaning:)this is the second time we spending our anniversary together~~ this time round we went to mount faber Jewel Box.. its a place with good ambience.. a place totally unblocked where you can just immerse in the spectacular view of waters with the ships.. lightings from jurong island and sentosa.. together with the streams of cable cars..the breeze just adds on to the beautiful atmosphere.. the atmosphere is somewhat similar to that at the hilltop near Jurong Birdpark(Hilltop restaurant) where you can get a view of a broad landscape as well..

dear with the glasses i made for him!!! his long awaited specs!glad my surprise worked!!:)

the photo we bought there.. this was taken by the photographers there..

this was self taken:)

thanks dear for the lovely roses and perfume~~ love the scenery behind:)

..and the four leaf clover he bought for us to put on our hps!time to replace our turtles coz he feels its a little childish for me to bring to work..hee..e white W850 is my long awaited phone which he got for me in advance:)

autumn is their current theme.. nice right?

leaving moutn faber..

us on the cable car ride..

thanks to all for made my birthday a special one and everyone who sent me sweet wishes..And of coz my mummy for giving birth to me..haha sounds cliche but its true!! coz i gave her trouble then and she had a hard time giving birth to me..or else how would i have met all lovely darlings? hee.. Arigato!!

2007-08-19T18:24:00.001+08:00

i am back from penang training trip!! these are the four gals that hang out together thruout the 5 daes!! this is the place we had our breakfast and lunch everyday..this is the buffet place at our hotel..we ate till we scared le..though everytime we sae we are scared of eating we still went to take this and that and feel so happy tasting all the good and nice food...hahah.. how contradicting..

yufang, sharmaine and alicia (who wanna be called as zi jun now..haha..) and me!!

on our first dae, on our way to gurney plaza, we spotted a rainbow!!! though its not a full rainbow it was an unblocked view..damn nice..my camera din capture a good view i guess.. so a bit blurry and faint..

see how big our bed is! our room has 2 of these big beds!!!

we were having dinner at one of the hongkong cafes there..the food was nice!! to be exact this cafe is at Prangi mall, a shopping mall at Komtar where all the gals were so excited abt.. coz shopping there is just so cheap.. so many shops to look at too! its jus like a bigger version of Far East Plaza..haha

yeah!i like this pic~ this is a pic of the gals in our grp..taken while we were preparing for our presentation which has to be presented on the second last dae..

our dinner in the hotel room in the midst of our preparation:) our penang horfun and char kway tiao were superb!!!bought back by e guys from a nearby hawker, jus beside our Evergreen hotel:)

our self timed photo after we called it a dae for our preparation for the presentation~~~

Our entire grp photo taken with our 3 trainers!!

everyone was excited and enthu abt going on stage in the ballroom after our presentation and the v last session we had tog before we return to spore the next dae... This was where we had our trainings for the previous 3 daes...

me and yufang at the beach which the hotel is facing..

3 gals in front of the hotel before we go rest and relax after a dae of training!!

well this is our training trip at penang.. rather nice and relaxing..now that we're back in spore.. we must bring ourselves back to reality!! haha.. well wish everything goes on smoothly at work for everyone.. be back soon!!:)

2007-08-06T12:33:00.000+08:00

yoyoz.. this will be the entry with some photos taken during these 2-3 months since the end of exams to update everyone wat i have been doing these few months.. pardon me for my inconsistency in blogging and if u realise i always blog all in one..oops..

first up in my hols is a memorable trip with the gals to hong kong!

us at the airport early in the morning~~

some shots taken on the plane.. can spot which of them shows that we r reaching HK?pardon me for my bo liao ness..hahah..

well we have reached HK!!

airport transfer to our hotel at new territories..

exploring yuen long for the first dae upon reaching HK!

me and kps along the night streets of the city..

find this familiar? We are from ICAC..wahaha

me and dada on coach to city tour on the second day!!

6 of us at the repulse bay..wish for good health and happiness for everyone..:)

more pics at repulse bay..

and more at the beach .. haha we are still at repulse bay..

next up in the city tour was 6 of us on Jumbo Ship.. and during the boat tour we got to noe which boat belongs to people like Andy Lau, dada's "husband" wahahaha.., and Tony Leung.. though i cant remember how the boats look like now..

views from the jumbo ship:)

me and dada with the famous jumbo floating restaurant behind us..

the highlight of the city tour is the trip to ngong ping coz we got to take the new cable car ride which takes about 15 mins..looking at the height we are at above the sea its a rather thrilling ride for all of us..

cam whoring on the cable car!!

more scenery pics from the cable car:)

and Cheese!!
we managed to capture all of us using self timer and tripod.. haha imagine the 6 of us moving about, kanchiong-ing and shaking the cable car at the same time.. okok this is a bit exaggerating but true to a certain extent!!!haha

and yeah! we have finally reached ngong ping!!

us trying to be serious when we proceed towards the Buddha..'_'

we have finally reached the stairs leading to the Buddha!! long flight.. but we are determined to walk up.. like what peiwen says.. since we are come all the way here.. we have to show our sincerity by climbing up..haha..

can u spot where is lindA?

us on the stairs.. on our way up.. up uP UP..

more pics when we reach the top!! the view is simply breathtaking with all the mountains and greenery of the landscape..

haha.. we just simply love taking photos with the mountains as the backgrd..

nice group photos with the mountains again~~haha

last photo taking at ngong ping before we take the thrilling cable car ride back..

guess we must be tired.. no one wants to take photo.. hahaah..

we like the zhao cai mao so much that we tell ourselves we must remember to go back to take photo with it when we first saw it in on the first day..this marks the end of our second day..

Next up in our programme for the third day was a visit to Disneyland!!
We were all so fascinated with the train that is constructed exclusively for visitors going to Disneyland station..cam whoring as usual with all the mickey stuff in the train..haha guess the other visitors must be thinking we are a bunch of suaku gals..haha

Group photo on the disney train!!

Here we are, at the entrance of Disneyland!!

haha.. linda likes to hide in the backgrd.. can u spot her?

haha.. taking pics with the characters neva seems to be ending when u are there..we are kids once again!!

yps's favourite mickey and minnie! haha

more funny poses and shots:)

love this pic a lot.. came across this "ballroom" style of restaurant.. and there were all these sculptures around.. and i quickly took a few snapshots of them..and this pic turned to be the best shot..pretty!!

well took many shots in the dae and of coz the highlight of the disneyland trip was the end of the dae which was what everyone was waiting for.. the fireworks!!!

the pretty fireworks marks the end of day 3..

Day 4 was shopping dae.. and one of the famous places we went was Avenue of stars

group photo:)

at the end of the day we went up to the Victoria Peak.. the wind was blowing so strongly that we feel like we are going to be blown away..haha its not exaggerating.. its realli that strong!! and we managed to take a shot of the spectacular view of the city..:)

the photo below shows how windy it is..even with the tripod, the camera is shaking..and there we have the blurry and rather artistic image..:)

hee..we have finally reached the last dae of the trip..though tired but we will miss the fun and the craziness we had together..
last few shots before we return home on the fifth dae..

Missing the fun daes we had together now.. and will miss much more in one week's time when i start work.. haha finally come to the end of my entry.. took a number of daes to finish this.. coz there was not even enuff time to post all pics at one time.. :) Hope to have more fun trips in the future with my loved ones..hee.. and hopefully by then i have saved a bit with my income!!! take care everyone!!

2007-07-18T18:03:00.000+08:00

wow it has been ages since i am back to my dear blog.. well it is the last 3 weeks to the start of the work..about one more month to slack..i finally cleared my wardrobe to put in new working clothes which have lying around for a number of daes or weeks le.. haha..sometimes i am amazed at how me and my sis can squeeze all our clothes into such a small wardrobe..always have the headache when it comes to squeezing in new clothes coz i am always lazy to clear old clothes.. the frustrating thing is after u cleared quite a number of old clothes u realise the wardrobe is sill full of clothes.. coz the portion cleared is still small as compared to the total amount inside.. hahaa.. do u all have the same problem?

i started off clearing the top part as shown below...haha..

and messed up our beds with all the bottoms which i usually put at the top of my wardrobe which u saw just now.. i cant imagine me and my sis actually neva wear more than 50% of the bottoms up there.. some of them neva wear before and i am thinking of throwing or giving them away le.. best..shldnt have bought a lot of things on impulse..haha..

my wardrobe after clearing a pile of clothes and putting in my new clothes..see! the space is so limited right..not much difference after clearing as to the amount except that it is a bit neater now.. haha.. pple who noe me well will noe i always keep a lot of unwanted stuff..sae i can be garang guni.. ok i admit i dont really like to throw things and thats e reason why my room is full of rubbish!!! haha..

hoping for the day when i have enuff money to "revamp" my entire room and get a new bigger wardrobe.. so at least our poor wardrobe does not have to house 2 pple's clothes..

2007-06-20T15:27:00.000+08:00

yeah! managed to get the lyrics for the second video i posted on my previous entry.. the super nice soothing, touching but sad song BYUL..i went to translate 별 (byul) and found out that byul means star in korean:)

the wind is shaking the windows,and over my small room,
the stars fill up the sky, shining brightly too many to count,
the stars reassure tired me
they wipe away the many tears that are deep inside me

don’t be hurt too much..they hug me tight and pamper me
and comfort me,
telling me to go to sleep

though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walk
though my tears blur my vision
I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get

Even though our happy times were short, I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever

My dream is coming. though it is unusual that my one star is bright
it is very bright, even blinding..it comes down to my shoulder
stop being so sad..it holds my hand as it touches me
and gives me a warm hug

though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walkthough my tears blur my vision
I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get

Even though our happy times were short, I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever

Only for today, I won’t cry though my eyes fill with tears
I want to laugh like those stars
Oh~ I want to cherish all my happy moments deep inside my heart
Like those countless number of stars, forever

2007-06-19T14:45:00.001+08:00

love this song "Maria" by Kim Ah Joong, the lead actress in 200 pounds beauty.. remember? i am loving it more and more these few daes after my sis keeps playing it..haha.. think her voice is damn good...

next up is another one,"Byul", that she sang during the audition.. damn nice also..more soothing..not as rock as the previous one.. although i forgot what the song means le..haha korean leh.. but jus by hearing her sing already touches me.. so damn nice.. do listen and enjoy!!

2007-05-24T05:42:00.000+08:00

posting pics again!!:) pardon me for being super bored todae..ah.. its jus so boring..wanna watch some dramas on net but feel a bit lazy to start and keep following thru at this moment.. maybe shall start some dae later.. feel bored but lazy to be happening as well..hahaha i am jus a confusing gal.. well belated pics.. heee some pics taken on mothers' dae celebration!

another nice family pic..:)

card done by my sis!! it has years since i retired fr making cards for my mum.. these years i jus write on the card .. e job of designing goes to my sis now since she much more zai than me..hahaha

2007-05-24T04:32:00.000+08:00

we did all things at one go yesterdae.. bowling, cycling, arcade and steamboat..haha i am beginning to feel that his hols is a bit long..few weeks ago i was still worrying work is starting v soon..but now i feel bored at times!! haha.. shall think of more things to do..

2007-05-14T01:57:00.000+08:00

after reading all the touching messages by my dear frenz fr ntu..all the memories for the past 3 yrs flashed thru my mind.. making me feel so lucky to have met this bunch of lovable, chatty and bubbly pple..

the first was qw's message to us..

"Thank you guys for always not forgetting me though im always MIA here or there...or only turn up for minority of the gatherings u guys organised.
Thank you all these 3 years for remembering me though im usually not with you guys for lunches or in school.
Appreciated that at least, i have a big bunch of crappy and loving frens in university who counts me in.

The feeling of being invited to gatherings and events is really great, feels that Im still remembered and i appreciated alot..really.thanks once again for always never failling to ask me. =)
Unless i got other committments, if not will sure attend k)

Ok, last paper, jiayou for all kiez..

I enjoyed the last steamboat at irene's house. Ok, promised..will be as close as to u all in the upcoming days.

Remember me k..hah..Love all"

next up is wm's..haha..

" Memories rewind.......
First day of school... a lousy saturday morning if i'm not wrong, AA105 OB lesson with the baldhead ah-hard. Can't actually remember the others, but can still remember long hair albert and gold hair weijie. Still can remember weijie asking us to go take class photo (pls go and take a look and see how cock you all were then) Albert still everytime driving his dad's big black merc around.

I forgot how this click started off. who is the one who started jio-ing us one ah?? definitely not me! i think is pam (lonely and desperate for friends in Uni then). Wonderful to have this group of ppl in school who make my life not so sad. Thanks to all who always help me and lend me stuffs who i always miss lessons.

Thanks to albert who always drive me around.
Thanks to pamela and dap for always being the ones rganising things
Thanks to Thu huong for always talking so much in class (waste my time)
Thanks to Weijie for letting me sit in his F1 car. (less than 10 min from NTU to Chao Chu Kang)
Thanks to Qingwen for being such a nice young man
Thanks to Mingyong for also being such a nice young man (2 years only, after that i discovered he's a crap like me)
Thanks to Angeline for being the best gossiper around
Thanks to Irene to having a big house for us to gather in
Thanks to Sharmaine for always 'birding' me (I will slim down for your sake)
Thanks to Khai Leng for always letting me 'bird' (you will miss my birding) "

and tH's!!!
"Uni life would have been so much harder without you guys. Thanks for everything you've done for me all along, and I really appreciate everyone's help in whatever way that you might have chosen to give, be it packing my over-stuffed room, helping me save seat when i woke up late (which was quite often), driving me around, doing a bigger share of the project while I was caught up with other projects, offering me sweets, sharing good 'gossips', helping me carry heavy books, buying me medicine while i was sick, and the list goes on....

I know i will be telling a lie if i say i won't miss NTU. Coming here was an impromtu choice that i made after A level, but it's a choice that I would never regret. You guys have made my uni life so much easier than i thought it could be. And here's something to say to each of you. (in alphabetical order and not in order of importance)

Albert: You've been a great friend (with great cars and U-turns!) I enjoy sitting in your car with our chatty bunch of ppl who produce excellent live commentary of events on the street.. hahaha... you've done so so much for me these 3 years. I really really appreaciate it.

Angeline: You are such a sodoku freak! Thanks for promoting Wei chern's secondary school hee hee, he's very happy. and your stories of the past are forever interesting, love chatting with you. Hope you will never have to cry outside hair salon after cutting hair again =p
Daphne: Always a busy girl with lots of hall stuffs and soft ball but still could buy poridge for me while i was having sore throat, and never fail to cheer me up with all the little stories on our way back to halls after lessons, I will really miss walking with you a long that school path.

Irene: pretty girl who is in USA enjoying holiday now. thanks for having long distance relationship too, for driving me to exam hall for every single paper we had, for all the encouragement before wei chern leaves. the only one whose house i've stayed overnight at.

Khai Leng: We share quite a few common friends huh? You are so blur and you look blur sometimes too hahaha, 'bulliable' girl. Thanks for always helping me to get seat (actually it was 'seat with table' hee). and for cheering me up many times with songs that i love.

Ming Yong: Why do you like computer games so much? You seem to eat lunch with me quite often cos our timetables were very similar, and you are so much lamer than you appear to be. Thanks for helping me with the many projects i did with you. Your Cesim game rocks!

Pam: the outing organiser. always have thousands of ideas. Thanks for cheering me up while i was down, for helping me taking care of my bags of stuffed toys, for driving me around. Hope you will still be our party organiser when we all have gone to work.

Qing Wen: a sensitive-new age- guy. You cheered me up one time i was sick and missed home, and I'm really glad I gotta know you better after that. Of course we will always remember to call you for all outings, our generating-excessive-noise mega-group will always have you.

Sharmaine: such a cute girl, 'psycho' minor hee.. Thanks for coming to see me when i was sick in hall. Thanks for joining force with me to suan Wei min. I love going to basah balam (not sure spelling hee) with you. Will really miss your (sometimes) crappiness.

Weimin: a history of 'quarelling & suaning' each other. Will miss having stupid conversations with you, hall 1 president who was also in charge of timetable planning for our mega group! I'll miss studying and working with you (though you didn't work much during that attachement)

Wei Jie: 'ah beng' has more ear-holes than me (lor!) You're fun, and talking to you is fun. thanks for picking me up that day on urgent last-min notice of bad weather. (8:25am, 5 min before lesson, pouring cats and dog, stuck at bus stop, shuttle bus refused to come, msg wei jie for help)

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haha.. the above roughly shows the characteristics of each of the 11 of us..its all the uniqueness in each of us that makes the big bunch of us interesting and of coz our 3 yrs ntu life colourful~~

i still remember i was paired up with daphne by our biz law tutor to do assignment and that was our first tutorial of our uni life if i neva rem wrongly..and that was when it started..we realised we were in the same class for the other modules.. wats more interesting was we found a few familiar faces who are always in the same class as us.. like thu huong, weimin and mingyong.. and of coz it was during OB, our first seminar module.. that everyone in the class was more spirited and it was then everyone got to exchange contacts and msn to noe each other even better.. it was most prob then when our clique started forming.. hee.. though the big class was splitted up in diff classes subsequently in the next few sems.. no one forgets we are "ah-hard" kiddies and somehow e "ah-hard" bonding is there:)

and one of the happiest things in ntu is the 11 of us staying by each other..be it in LTs.. in study sessions.. outings.. registering of subjects..lunches.. gossips..projects if possible.. and many many more!! wanna thank everyone for making my ntu life so memorable..i will neva forget how everyone of us share good things with everyone.. help each other esp me so blur.. neva take note of emails sent to me..book seats for each other.. give each other advices be it personal life or school life..if everything is to be listed down.. it will neva end..hahaha..

hee i follow th.. in alphabetical order...

Thanks albert for driving me home after the gatherings though my house is not near urs at all.. and u are our driver man..everyone misses ur car when u were away haha.. jus joking la..realli thanks for always being so helpful to the extent of letting us access ur edventure to get ur notes..and toking to me on msn when i am bored in hall..and touring round spore to send us home late in the night after our gatherings..

Thanks Angeline for sharing so many stories with us, always making my sch daes and 179 bus trips to sch interesting, giving me sound advices, chatting about lots of things under the sun..and funny for the both of us to realise how similar her bf is to my dear.. hahaha..and not long ago realise how racist u are.. e most ultimate "racist" galfren i have eva met..and keep saying u are fat when u are so slim already!!! u wanna be left with bones?? hahaha..will miss ur funny comments and our gossiping man.. and i am missing it now!!!

Thanks Daphne for always caring for us..i notice u make it a point to remember one's likings and dislikes and u definitely make a good and understanding gf and wife.. noe how to save money and manage finances..one who definitely capable of managing career and family..hee.. i always regard u as our capable woman in the future..thanks for always sparing a tot for all of us and all your sweet smses to all of us during certain occasions be it to encourage us or jus simple wishes:) .. and of coz for planning the grad trip which i cldnt join..so paiseh..i look forward to more outings in time to come!

Thanks irene for being part of us..she is realli someone who can hit it off well with anyone..i found someone who can match up to me!..dun be like me so careless and blur! hahaha..thanks for being so smiley and bringing so much laughter to us~~

Thanks Mingyong for always answering my questions regarding school work.. dink i always bother u a lot.. so paiseh.. haha coz u always online though always in busy mode when everyone noes u are jus busy playing games..wahaha.. thanks for being so helpful and especially in projects when u are the one who solves our problems..how could we have survived without u??haha..

Thanks Pam for being our driver too.. and dinking of where to go for our gatherings.. u always have the ideas and creativity, making our gatherings a fun one..dink u are one who can read our minds man.. feel that one who can understand one's characters jus by the look and some observations..zai man..thanks for all the memories..:)

Thanks Qingwen for being part of us too..an approachable gentleman who neva fail to send us sweet smses too..friendly and responsible guy who always showers frenz with concern..thanks for sending me nice songs and the nice msn chats in hall.. most of the time u have the songs i want!! haha..

Thanks Sharmaine for always consoling and encouraging me..haha..its always v amusing when i think of us consoling each other when we feel lost in sch..always telling each other we can make it..thanks for lending me a listening ear many times..u are the one whom i run to when i helpless abt work and during times when i felt insecure during exam time.. and u wld end up telling me not to worry and you are worse than me..wanna tell u tt u must be confident of urself as well!!u are a great listener.. and a fren that no one will want to lose.. small gal with a great heart..:) miss ya gal~~~

Thanks Thu Huong for always being so sweet, small pressies for us when u see anything suitable for us and cheering us up jus by toking to us..think u jus got the power of toking that makes ppl happy and love to tok to u.. haha.. our clique and life in ntu wld most prob be diff without u ard.. thanks for coming to spore yrs ago and into our lives and we love you!!!

Thanks Weijie for being our fren!! you neva fail to crack jokes and tok cock.. thanks for toking to me on msn when i am bored too.. and indeed a nice fren to tok to though dink we have quite diff views about certain things..wahaha.. oh and paiseh that i was unable help u at times when u ask me for help:)

Thanks Weimin for always sharing good stuff with us.. and though u look dao the first time i see u..as time passes we realise u have a good heart within u..wahaha.. do i sound crappy? but i mean it la.. he cares for frenz in his own way and if u are his fren u will feel his sincerity though he may not noe how to express it..though u always laugh at me and sae i am dark.. still wanna thank u for letting us suan u back!! hahaha..

well these are the pple whom i spent countless hours with thruout these 3 years and i am grateful for having them around me..will always keep the memories with me and years down the road when i look back at my ntu life..i noe these are the pple who helped me survive thru the my hard times in accountancy.. :)

see how funny we look like when we first came to ntu.. our first seminar class - OB

e gals at our ktv session at chinatown~

cycling at pasir ris park in 2005!!

Chinese new year lunch at jacks place:)

met up for biz comm rehearsal before our final presentation to boost our courage..hahaha..

daphne's 21st bdae party~~

pam's 21 st bdae~~

Angeline's sweet 21st!!

us at cafe cartel during my 21st~~

dim sum at old turf city.. our most recent gathering after our final exams in ntu..

2007-04-24T08:42:00.000+08:00

todae's paper was bad..everyone came out of the hall complaining.. wateva it is its over and now awaiting 30th to arrive when my one last paper of my life would be.. there are so many things i wanna do this hols.. including learning driving..and catching up with frenz.. and i am so deprived of KTV.. these 3 months would probablt be the longest break for me in the recent future as working life is approaching soon.. i have received the letter from EY.. starting work on 13th august.. hope i will be able to cope with everything when i start work.. life would be busy from then on le ba.. the happy thing is my starting date is same as Yufang aka bai zhan zhu!! and sharmaine gal..hee.. and my wifey farhana and lots more i guess..which i havent found out who.. shld have lots of familiar faces in nbs.. grpmates whom i have worked with before:) i mus make full use of this hols to accompany my loved ones:) and buddies:).. enjoy wheneva i can before work starts.. this sem has been a hectic one.. havent realli enjoyed a whole dae before with nothing going on at the back of my mind.. realli the most " no life" sem i have experienced in my whole 3 yrs in ntu.. haha.. this is partly coz of the result of slacking last sem.. shld have overloaded one subject last sem.. well..haha anyway having said all these the sem is going to be over soon.. very soon!

wanna thank all who have put up with my busy daes this sem..there were times when my gals wanna meet up when i cant make it due to projs and stuff..this hols is the time i make it up for u all!!:) and my family for putting up with my temper when i am stressed esp during my proj weeks..taking care and caring for me.. the small little things that they do for me and tot of for me..will always be in my heart..:) and esp my dear dear.. e past few weeks have been harder on u.. when i couldnt have time for u.. u made time for me.. even a simple dinner or surprise neva failed to brighten up my dae..and even coming all the way to accompany me study and encouraging me all these while not to give up on anything despite all the worries and stuff.. for being there when i needed u..million thanks to all:):):)

well for my hol mood.. i shall post some pics for the past trips with frenz..:) looking forward to 7th of may when i wld be with the gals in hk..:)

trip with dada, ah bu and frenz to kl in 2005 sept...:)

went with dear and his frenz to genting and malacca last yr june!!

saw the gals in genting although we went there separately!! hee.. we got affinity!!:)

snow city in genting!! this photo was taken discretely coz we were not allowed to.. if not could have taken a much better shot!!

will post more pics for my hk trip in may!! hee.. mean while i shall go rest by sleeping!! and wake up to study for the last paper of my life...:) take care and be back soon~~

2007-04-22T10:15:00.000+08:00

cant wait for 30th to arrive!! 30th is the dae...freEdoM is on the waY~~~~~~~~~~

2007-04-10T13:20:00.000+08:00

this is a must watch especially the finale of the clip!! so cute and loving~~F.Y.I they are otTers.. are human couples as loving as them?haha

2007-03-20T07:16:00.000+08:00

my 306 project grp!!

finally the busiest 2 weeks have passed for me.. at least can breathe a little now.. haha.. coz 2 out of 3 main projects are down and 2 quizzes have passed.. can u imagine all happening in 2 weeks..no.. actually its 1 and a half weeks.. sian right.. ok at least now its a bit better.. though there are 2 more quizzes to come.. haha.. me imagining how relaxed life would be after the 30 th of april when my last paper of the 3 yrs has passed.. but of course time to fear too.. coz have to pass all to graduate!! hope everything would be fine.. :) after the past eventful 2 weeks.. i realised i got to learn to appreciate my loved ones around me even when i am busy.. guess my stress has gotten my family uptight as well.. me so bad to doubt dear's care as well.. i got to learn to cope with stress!!! sometimes its hard to express it..to my LoveD ones...i jus wanna sae i loVe U....:)

cny at my house...:)

cny at Chun Dao He Pan!!

cny gathering at irene's house..

me and thu huong at the gathering!!~~

yesterdae went to visit my grandma.. so sad that she actually aged so much in a few weeks .. her memory seems to worsen overnight.. she has problems remembering our names now..its so different when i saw her a few weeks ago..past few weeks she can contact us using the house phone.. but now my mum has to call her to see how she is.. haiz..things seems to change so fast when u dun want them to.. wat i realli wish now is for her good health..sometimes when i think back all the way to the time when she took care of me since i was born till i was 4-5 years old.. she was so energetic then.. and in just 20 yrs..her movements become v limited and ppl realli age a lot.. its quite scary when all these flash thru ur mind.. wonder how i wld be like 20 yrs down the rd..wish its just a normal memory loss for old pple..

2007-03-02T09:23:00.000+08:00

wow.. its been 2 months since i last blogged.. hee pardon me.. well work is piling up man as the semester goes.. the "fortunate" me kena all the major project deadlines all in the same week.. hence my presentations are all in the same week too.. this would be about 1 week plus from now.. next next mon first presentation followed by tues another one.. and to worsen it wed i have a quiz!! fri would be an ungraded case presentation.. heng its ungraded..and a lot of things not started yet..oh no.. next week will be chiong all the way for projects.. and dunnoe if i have time to study for that quiz that i mentioned earlier.. coz now i got to study for quiz that is on the coming wed.. see ... who saes accountancy is slack.. ahhh... ok i thats all for the work and stress... hee.. now is photos with the cutie dog!!

since young i have been fearful of dogs though i think they are cute.. i just dun dare to stay near them and stroke them.. remember there was once i went my dad's fren house and i actually ran all the way to the toilet and locked myself up the moment i stepped into the house coz i saw it approaching me.. haha.. sounds silly right.. another at my fren's house too.. same thing happened... i ran for my life when the dog chased after me.. haha.. these happened when i was young.. now i learnt how to stop and pray hard it doesnt run after me..coz dogs dun run after u when u neva run right..haha..but gradually as i age.. i began to learn not to run away..to love them.. i even stroked dogs!

this is the dog my uncle's fren gave him.. so cute.. and i actually dared to stroke it.. comb its hair.. and followed it around.. carried it back to its "home"..these are all taken at my grandma's house in msia..

adorable..and blur blur one.. isnt it?
it is afraid of thunder and shivers, shakes when it hears thunder and rain.. haha.. dink its damn pampered by the previous owner.. anyway it is not meant to guard house ba.. i guess.. its just those pet dog that accompanies owner in the house...

we are wondering if its trying to escape as it jus came to our house.. is it trying to find its old owner??

it enjoys the combing of its hair.. see how relaxed it is

doggie.. what are u looking at? hee.. or do i smell nice? haha

next up will be photos i took at the zoo at the beginning of the yr!! this time its not the small dog u all see above.. its big dogs.. and i actually dared to stand so near them.. ok .. i noe its nothing much for u.. haha but its a feat for me indeed..haha..

looks fierce and dao but is actually afraid of strangers!!! haha..after a while it stopped retreating and dared to take photos with us.. :)
and the big furry one.. the fur is nice.. i would definitely stay far far away from such a big dog if i were still young .. guess coz they are trained by the zoo trainers.. thats why so tamed and obedient while letting us take shots with them.. :) see.. me touching its fur!!!!

i just feel i beginning to love dogs and the fear of dogs dun seem to be the but recently when i went dear's house.. his neighbour's dog dunnoe for wat reason got out of the house while we were walking along the corridor!! i tot i was not so afraid of dogs now.. but i was so stunned and frightened that i stood still as the dog ran at full speed to my legs and try to stand up using my legs as support..it then licked my legs.. my goodness.. i felt the paws scratch my legs!!! ah.. now i have phobia walking along that corridor..its those kind of skinny dog.. and super hyperactive one.. barks non stop.. scary man.. still could recall how it ran towards me with no warning..

haiz.. conclusion is i have not totally overcome my fear of dogs.. dink the most harmless dog is still the msia doggy.. doggy u are still the best..

at least u dun anyhow bark at me.. hee..

2006-12-30T18:24:00.000+08:00

yeah!! went to watch death note 2 with dear todae.. well.. i must sae it has the most witty and intelligent plot among all movies i have watched in yr 2006...i sat up straight and paid more attention than eva for the entire 2 hour 30 mins... have been wanting to watch for a long long time .. though its jus onli abt 2-3months before when death note 1 was released..haha.. it was good so everyone was anticipating the release of the second one.. plus death note 1 ended with some scenes in death note 2 showing a more powerful kira who could kill jus by looking into a person's face.. i sae the plot is twisting and witty coz from the start till the end it jus sets u thinking and thinking...nothing is predictable..even till the last min of the show..u are still figuring out what happened before... and not sure if there is any more twist the next moment..

if u havent watched yet.. well the gist of it is this.. in death note 1.. this guy by the name light was given this book called the death note..the death note allows him to kill jus by writing the name of the person he wants to kill in the book..he cld write the cause of his death..if nt the person wld jus die of heart attack..he wanted a criminal free world so he made use of the book to kill criminals whom he felt ought to die instead of jus jailed..he usually kill when he hears news report abt the criminals on tv.. people out there know him as kira..there are people who support and oppose him... but the more he kill the more obsessed he became with killing... the police are all out to capture him, the culprit who is the murderer of all the criminals who died with no reason.. and light's father is also one of them in the investigating team.. to prevent himself from being discovered he even planned the deaths of all the top FBIs..killing innocent ppl.. wats more his own gf's death.. the reason for killing his own gf was to get sympathy and persuade his dad to allow him to join the investigating team to capture kira for avenge. the critical thing is that they have engaged this smart guy by the name L for help in catching kira.. L can anticipate his moves and has long raised suspicion of light..and even asked the dad to allow camera surveillance in the house and light's room to monitor light's moves.. however light is smart to fool the team by killing and yet not showing himself writing in the death note or getting in contact with media during his survellience..he cld fool everyone in the team but not L. L guessed that he killed when he was eating his chips in his room which was absolutely right! His packets of chips all contain a super mini tv which he got the news and names of criminals and he killed by writing the names in the slips of paper in the chips while eating at the same time..all these done right under survellience but the inside of the packets were in the direction such that the cameras cldnt capture..all they cld see from the police station was him eating away.. L knew it but wanted to gather more solid evidence..all these shows the wittiness in both guys and the fight between them...well light by getting into the team, wants to protect himself from being caught showing his innocence and at the same time spy on the investigating team..and death note 2 continues with L monitoring light and attempting to capture light while working with him in the same team.. this makes things interesting..

in death note 2...one of the main characters was the second kira who worships kira (light)as she felt he avenged for his family by killing the robber who robbed and killed his family when she was young..jus like wat i have said earlier she had more powers as she exchanged half of her life for the eyes of god of death which cld help her see the name of any person by looking at the face..hence making killing easier.. hence she killed many who opposed kira (light)by looking at the tv broadcasts as well.. those who reports news that does not put kira in favour or opposes kira will be killed..besides, policemen were not spared either.. the story goes on to show how she follows light's instructions in order to help him kill L.. and light manipulating the gods of death here and there..and distracting the investigating team's attention.. so as to prevent himself from being killed by the gal's god of death and ultimately to get rid of L who cld capture him eventually..he even tried to kill his own father .. this shows how obsessed he was and how cold he has become ..hee for the exact details i guess u shld go watch for urself now that it has jus been released.. guess i shldnt sae so much..for eg how come there is a second kira.. who else got the ownership of the book in the middle of the show.. and whose name was the last name in the death note.. how it all happened etc etc..

some thoughts that i gather from this movie... think in reality at some point in time we may be given heavy responsibilities that cld affect ppl ard us.. if we misuse them, " our special powers", we may harm innocent pple even our loved ones... the scariest thing is to be obsessed with doing the wrong thing..there are definitely people who have misused their special responsibilities and powers, making the wrong decisions that ended up in tragedies..wat do u think? this makes me recall superman... there is this saying.." With greater powers, comes greater responibilities." When we have the special powers we have even greater responsibilities to make sure we do not misuse them for our own advantage and at the expense of others.. and forget abt the main purpose of the special powers..in this case i feel the death note is better not to be used if i happen to come across it.. or if i own it.. i wld bury it away so that it wld not land in people who abuse it.. if i realli got to give it to someone else i wld have to give it to someone who wld not be the next kira..actually light's aim is to create a criminal free world and he is jus getting rid of baddies..he meant a good cause.. but it came with a great cost and light paid a price..so is he right or wrong? well i guess its debatable..some sae murder is still murder no matter if he kills a criminal or not..some sae he is killing baddies which is doing justice..well wat do u feel?

jus for fun.. there is even a website that has personality test to see which character do u resemble in the cast..

http://www.deathgod.org/main.php?x=inter/p1

i am the father!! yagami! haha

who are u? :)

2006-12-19T03:34:00.000+08:00

in addition to my previous entry..i m back with more christmas trees.. beautiful trees at vivocity.. can realli fight with paragon's star tree... big and mesmerising.. wonder which shopping centre wins the deco competition this yr...:)

simple design..making use of purple, silver and black balls.. and when the lights came on.. it is jus so pretty... and if u realise at the top of almost all christmas trees would be a stAr.. and i like that!!

the smaller trees below are jus so cute.. the trees are simple with few colours yet the "tReesome" stand out from far.. they jus attract so many visitors' attention.. appealing for photo taking sessions.. haha..

even harbourfront centre has such a nice tree!!! made of bears this time.. thus one of the more unique ones we have come across this festive season..:) the lights look like small stars in the photos if u notice..:)

the previous saturday was my second time at the bukit timah hill.. years after my first time there during my pri sch yrs.. cant realli recall when it was .. dink it was my pri 5 camp.. :) went there with my family yest morning.. good time to sweat out man.. hee.. long time neva jog i guess.. thighs a little tight now.. we took the second longest route to the "summit" .. many steps at several locations.. well it was realli nice to spend some quality time with my family at the nature reserve.. breathing in fresh air and seeing monkeys climbing here and there..haha.. there is quite a number there.. some rather small and cute:)

foot of the hill...before we set off to the "peak"~~~

sae cheese~~ we r halfway thru!!!

Us on the bridge.. and the man who helped us took photo asked us not to stay long on the bridge coz its not secure..haha

the last long flight of steps before we reach the summit!!

and here we are~~ at the peak of the hill of height 163.63m..

e last family photo of the dae before we make our way down to the foot..:)

2006-12-12T11:19:00.000+08:00

2nd week into hols~~ last week ended with me watching the annual stars award...haha.. its something that i usually wld not miss.. interesting to see wat the celebrities got to sae on stage.. and din expect the huang yi liang to spoil the event by saying stuff he shld not sae.. he mentioned giving his award to his ex wife..not sure if his intention was to insult her.. but dink there is something wrong with his eq or something.. the more he sae he is not out to embarrass her the more he is..alamak.. and this led the camera crew searching for her but guess she noes he wld insult her so she disappeared before he went up the stage.. i jus feel that he shld not have brought personal stuff to the stage lah.. ok..this is jus another example of people insulting others when they managed to achieve something.. i dink one learning point here is to accept honour gracefully.. not to be arrogant about it and worsestill use it to insult others..

well.. last last fri..met up with the gals and orchard is beautiful with the different kinds of christmas trees.. christmas is round the corner.. and it marks the end of an eventful 2006~~ wat do u wish for christmas? ;)

that's yps linda and me from the right!! the first tree we took with outside wheelock place.. hee.. a bit blur though.. paiseh..

me and hanwei.. beautiful tree outside paragon.. dink the theme for paragon revolves round stars.. **

the christmas tree lamppost along the path outside wisma~~ me and yps :)

me and dada with a miniature christmas tree...a moving santa beside.. tot it was real at first..:p

white christmas tree outside heerens!!! beautifull.. looks like a combination of layers of cake.. or ice cream..haha..there's even water flowing in bet the layers..guess i am jus fascinated with the trees.. this tree has different colours..not onli white.. there are green, red and golden as well..

e reD one~~ hee...

went orchard the second time with dan the following fri..another photo taking session:)

these are the green and golden ones~~

beautiful isnt it...

last but not least.. the golden!!

there is another swarovski tree jus beside the white christmas tree..

and every year ngee ann city neva fail to set up a gigantic one at the entrance..the one that everyone wld definitely pose in front of..

and yes.. how can i forget this pic.. the beAutIful gals in front of the pretty tree~~

US at the foot of tree~~

and..at the peak!!

Hohoho...beEarly MeRRY ChRistMas~~

and here comes santa claus' children~~haha

oh yar there is this diamond tree outside bugis junction too.. wat is this diamond tree? it is made up of sookee diamonds.. realli a challenge to take a clear photo of it.. wasted that we din manage to stay till the lights came on..

love the colourful design at tangs too!! look at candies.. haha (below)

besides enjoying the christmas atmosphere, i think i gained weight through eating and feasting these 2 weeks.. oh no!! sakae sushi.. suski sushi buffet.. hehe.. but sushi is my fav!! think ate at least thrice in 1 mths' time!! see.. i am eating too much..bbq at pasir ris with dan and his buddies... and the most recent one is dim sum buffet at lao beijing with my dear uni frenz~~

and not to forget..haha cookies.. and this time is m& m cookies..

can make up wat it is?

Before ....

and after.....

hehe.. looks nice?? seems like there is tons of nice food out there to eat during the hols always.. hope i can eat and exercise to shed off fats as well.. ok.. shall end here..a feat for me to write such a long entry..haha..be back soon!! take care~~~

2006-11-18T08:32:00.000+08:00

hello i am back!! first paper over todae..haiz..another paper that made everyone so kan chiong.. i was so pressed for time..no time to think and do properly.. though i completed the whole paper, i was not sure if i was on the right track.. sianz.. 2 more papers to go!! look forward to hols.. so hungry for shopping and slacking!! i wanna go swimming too.. wanna meet up with buddies!!wanna enjoy before another semester arrives..and it would be the final sem before we go out to the corporate world.. thinking of going for driving license..contemplating whether to learn during work when i have the money to learn.. or start at the beginning of next yr.. haha though there is no car for me to drive.. but it seems like its a good idea to have the skill in case of emergency.. well.. there are so many things i wanna do .. feel like going abroad but i have no money!! when i dink of going abroad.. the places my dad went to flashed thru my mind again..haha.. was looking thru the photos that dae.. those that he took during his studies in england for 2 yrs when i was young.. disneyland..paris..germany..uk.. and of coz switzerland!!! the mountains are so beautiful.. i dink my dreamplace will always be switzerland...the beautiful snow capped mountains.. the beautiful houses at the body of the mountains.. breathtaking views.. snow whole year round..
the stability of the country and the peacefulness... whenever i look at my father's photos i can feel myself immersed in the beauty of the sceneries.. the photos below are searched from internet.. feel they are not as nice.. but nevertheless these can depict the beauty i described..

haha.. dink i better wait till i have the money before i dream abt going.. haha.. but though i have the dream of touring such places.. i never tought of migration.. have u? i think i dont have the courage to do that.. and i would miss chinese food and everyone..family and frenz..maybe i have always felt that i should stay at where i belong to .. and perhaps i have high resistance to change or rather lazy ..haha.. especially i have been attached to something for a long time.. let alone the entire change in my lifestyle.. does that mean i always keep to status quo? hmm.. i am not sure.. lazy to change environment? what abt u?

2006-10-02T14:05:00.000+08:00

How do I get through one night without you
If I had to live without you
What kind of life would that be
Oh I, I need you in my arms
Need you to hold
You're my world, my heart, my soul
If you ever leave
Baby, you would take away everything good in my life

And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breath without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
How do I
How do I
Oh, how do I live
Without you, there would be no sun in my sky
There would be no love in my life
There would be no world left for me
And I....Baby, I don't know what I would do I'd be lost if I lost you
If you ever leave
Baby, you would take away everything real in my life

And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breath without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
How do I
How do I
Oh, how do I live
If you ever leave
Baby, you would take away everything
Need you with me
Baby, cause you know that your everything good in my life

And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breath without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
How do I How do I
Oh, how do I live
Without you....

find this familiar?? love this song so much... How Do I Live by Leanne Rimes... love her voice and the song.. so happy i managed to get the song.. :)

2006-09-18T15:23:00.000+08:00

i am back!! just feel the urge to sae this..I wish for world peace!!!! sounds cliche.. like what the miss universe finalists would sae right so that they sound like they are concerned about the world.. haa.. but its realli scary to hear reports of bomb attacks here and there.. almost anytime of the year.. updates on the death toll.. number of injured people..there are seriously too many innocent people being killed by all these activities.. jus a few hours ago i heard about thailand.. bomb attacks at southern thailand that killed a number of people.. and mostly tourists.. a nice tourist attraction just being destroyed like that? haiz.. everyday there would be worries and concerns about terrorist attacks.. realli hope all these would end.. and everyone can live happily and peacefully..cant everyone be contented with what they have in life? sometimes i feel those people who are born in war stricken areas are really innocent.. and yet they got to worry about their lives everymorning they wake up.. we realli got to be happy what ever we have now.. the safety and freedom to go wherever we like in the nation.. but even then we are still worried that one dae we jus get attacked coz we are jus so vulnerable.. if u were to ask me what i wish for now.. my biggest wish is still WORLD PEACE! when will my wish be fulfilled~~~

2006-09-13T01:22:00.000+08:00

heard this over fm933 2 daes ago.. something interesting..

4 great benefits of kissing..

do u know that..

1) kissing reduces the chances of gum tooth decay and gum diseases? coz kissing stimulates saliva flow and reduces the chances of formation of plague which always get formed after we eat.. so and this acts as nature's cleaning process for the teeth..

2) kissing relieves pain? cant remember much abt what the deejay said.. she said something like when u are kissing its like u are smiling and hence it is muscle relaxation..and meanwhile you forget about all the pain.. haha.. not sure..

3) kissing helps cut calories so it can help u slim down?! 10 calories in 10 mins.. it is like exercising as your heart pumps faster and in the meantime sugar is burned up..oops! does it mean there r pple who kiss instead running? erm...

4) kissing helps slow down aging process?? it actually helps to tone cheek muscles and prevent them from sagging so u look younger!

ok... maybe u wld find it crude or disgusting.. haha but its just some interesting facts ...i am just bored.. haha.. have a nice day!! dun go ard kissing pple!!

2006-08-30T01:57:00.000+08:00

the past few weekends have been extremely enjoyable for me and people have been saying its a bdae celebration month for me.. coz i did not have a bdae party so i decided to celebrate with different groups separately.. and all are staggered over the past 3 weekends.. well i did not have a party as my paternal granny left us and the world on the 4th of june...wanna sae i love her for bringing my dad to the world and eventually brought me to existence to this wonderful world with wonderful and beautiful people i have met in my life.. without her i would not be able to meet so many important people the past 21 years.. though i do not see her as often as compared to my maternal granny as she is in msia and so not as close.. i cherish her and also regret i was not there when she was gasping the last breath.. always spend time with ur grandparents wheneva u can.. dun miss all the occasions.. pay more visits when ur parents asked u to go along.. dun ever feel that it is a burden...so fast it has been 2 and a half months since she left us.. jus wanna sae rest in peace~~

well on the 13th i gave my first treat to my lovely bunch of uni frenz.. as albert pam and irene are leaving for exchange on 15th so we decided we should have a gathering before they leave.. and we had dinner at raffles city cartel..

(forgot to take while pam and irene are around!!)

(thu huong, sharmaine, me and angeline!!)

~~weimin mingyong daphne albert~~
without them, ntu life would neva be the same , neva be so colourful.. all the lunches we have between lessons wheneva we can.. though our timetable now is such that we do not have lessons in the morning like the past few semesters and hence do not have lunch together as often as before..there is still the bond within us.. and we never fail to plan timetable together.. looking out for each other is just a natural thing in us..such as looking out for deadlines to meet for assignments... consulting each other for projects and work.. and the study sessions during year 1.. memorable.. still rem how long we stayed in the corner of lib 2.. how early we woke up to go chop seats in the library.. and helping each other if we came across any questions during revisions... the gossips we had while we were sian of studying or feeling too tired..not to forget the different outings we had .. the ktvs, chalet at changi aloha, east coast park, cycling from east coast to changi airport road.. another time from east coast to changi village.. adventurous trips that will always be in my mind..sometimes we would go out for lunch during breaks that are long enuff.. being sick of sch food.. albert, pam and irene would drive us out to makan wheneva possible.. miss those daes~~ hee well jus wanna sae ntu life would neva be the same without them.. thanks for the wonderful memories...

Next was dinner the following saturday with my family when my dad just asked me if i was free for dinner... though it was jus zu3 cao3 at a hawker near my house.. it was a sumptuous one! wat matters most is having spent time with my family.. long time since we went out to eat..we onli eat out during occasions.. coz my mum always likes to cook meals so seldom eat out.. i mentioned this dinner before quite recently.. anyway jus wanna thank my parents for loving me since e dae i was born.. though there were times of conflict and when i even felt so angry that i tot they do not understand me at all and do not care abt me.. when they are the ones who understand me the most in this world.. esp my mum.. dink she can see thru all my moves.. and read my mind.. scary right.. haha.. i am sure the same goes for everyone.. of coz.. coz we were part of them for 9 months before we were born!! wahaha.. ok... jus wanna sae i love them for bringing me this world, for caring and loving me for 21 long yrs no matter how naughty i am.. no matter wat happens..

Last fri met up with the canoe gals.. had dinner at suki sushi at cine.. and caught Love Wrecked .. it has such a long time since i last had dinner with the gals!!! so nice of all of them to turn up despite of everyone's busy schedule.. these are the people who went thru one of the meaningful periods in my life.. the canoe days in jc..still rem the water and land trainings.. how early we got up every morning to get to sch to run in the morning.. the many water trainings we have per week.. it was definitely a big turning point for me in life.. they helped me push myself to limits i can neva imagine i could eva reach again in my life.. bled tog.. cried tog.. laughed tog.. suffered tog.. reaped fruits of hard work together.. enjoyed victory tog.. canoeing daes made me grow up.. made me grow to be more matured.. made me see that nothing in this world is impossible.. of coz all these cannot be possible without these gals.. made me see how amazing and powerful is teamwork.. 11 of us.. nobody leaves anyone.. even though there is lesser time for each other .. unlike the past.. the bonding and connection is there.. coz we went thru ups and downs all together... there is too much to tok abt the daes.. if i were to continue.. it would take ages.. haha.. well these are the wonderful babes( mingjing claudine and weeteng not in pic.. )mingjing studying overseas, claudine migrated to aus.. wee teng in norway.. went for exchange.. take care gals!!

On the 26th.. celebrated with dear.. it was celebration for our anniversary in advance too.. caught Click at bishan before going off to sentosa.. which he kept as a surprise.. haha.. i guessed that we would go back there long time ago coz we were there one yr ago when i said "yes"..hee.. sentosa, a place where we have beautiful memories.. memories of the cable car ride, carlsberg tower, musical fountain, walking all the way to silosa beach and to the most southern tip of Asia.. this year we had dinner at stewords riverboat.. another first experience we had together.. :) Thanks dear for bringing me back to the place where we started our journey and to relive the memories.. thanks for thinking of new places where both of us neva went b4.. or new eating places we have neva been to..for having many first experiences with me.. like overseas trip to genting and malacca..for sending me home no matter how late it is..for being the most understanding and romantic man i can eva have in my life..(coz my dad is not romantic??hee ..jus kidding..) for sharing your happiness and troubles with me.. tolerating me for all my weird moods and tears.. for making me smile even in the darkest times i can have... for waking up early to prepare breakfast to make sure i eat before going for exam.. for waking up early just to have breakfast tog coz i have 830 lesson.. for telling me we should have a photo album every year to remind us of the happy memories for the year when we look through the photos many yrs down the road and realli completing the first album with our own decorations before 28th.. for always sparing a thought for me.. for sharing similar values ..for telling me love is about loving every part of her and for who she is.. and making me feel loved .. for allowing me to be there for you.. for everything... Happy 1st anniversary!! J'aime~

great service, food and ambience..

27th was celebration with my beloved gals..went terra cafe at bugis junction for dinner.. friendship of 8 yrs and still counting.. thats almost a decade.. gone through the memorable st nicks daes together and without them i would not have been what i am todae.. friendship that remain strong despite going to different jcs.. frenz who understand me the most.. and dote on me alot.. sometimes i would tell myself how lucky i am to have such supportive frenz who care about me..and ask myself what if i did not meet them.. the experiences we had together in st nicks moulded our characters.. moulded us to what we are now.. we bring along our values even after graduated .. looking through the movie all of them made for me.. many events flashed through my mind.. we see each other grow up.. and this doesnt end here!! there is still a long long way to go.. and deep down our hearts we know we are there for each other.. its definitely not easy to jot down 8 yrs of memories in just one entry.. jus wanna sae we are frenz for life~~

pei shan aka duckie, the best ah bu!! (besides my mum..haha), ye pei shan, daDa, me and hanWei!!

There are so many people that made my 21 years colourful and meaningful besides those i mentioned above.. miss shuyang so much who is miles away from all of us now..and yufang!! i have always felt i was so lucky to have buddies living so near my house.. the list just goes on and on.. dun worry if i did not mention u coz i jus wanna thank everyone who have left footprints in my life at any point in time.. coz all these are pieces of puzzle that form up my life for the past 21 years .. Arigato!!!

2006-08-26T02:08:00.001+08:00

sometimes its hard to come to a consensus, an agreement, a decision or any thing of this sort within a group.. everyone is different and has their own preferences, views of things, dislikes and likes, hence it is hard to get everyone to agree on the same thing.. the onli way is to compromise within the group.. the bigger the group the more difficult things are.. this has always been wat i felt..but now i feel its not always abt the size..its the combination of the preferences of each individual.. the easy going ness which is crucial for a group activity to be carried out that is more important than anything else.. of coz we have to take into account each's busy schedule.. thats difficult too.. however every group's level of easy going ness is different.. and hence the willingness to compromise differs.. ppl always tell me u cant always please everyone.. which i always hope to which makes life miserable.. my parents.. frenz tell me the same thing.. if u are in control of things jus decide on something and the rest will be fine with it.. things r not as simple.. in any case there has to be someone to come up with the best plan after gathering everyone's schedule and preferences.. and no matter how good is a plan there will be pple who cant make it or unhappy with the plan.. this is unavoidable..
have u ever tried pleasing everyone and felt miserable at the end of the dae coz everyone have clashing opinions.. i dink my weakness is always putting up a strong front and smiling at everyone.. pleasing everyone, not knowing how to reject pple , always trying to compromise thinking if no one steps back or gives in, no one will.. tired of always smiling at everyone... have u eva felt this way b4?

2006-08-21T08:42:00.000+08:00

it has been 2 weeks since school reopened.. why does time pass so quickly.. cant imagine how it feels when i am out in the corporate world in one yr's time.. come to think of it.. i am afraid.. i dun dink i am ready for all the stress and expectations of us fresh graduates at the workplace .. and all "battlefield" descriptions of the working world and office politics makes it dreadful to leave school and step into the real world for life.. sometimes i am afraid to grow up.. i feel that i am not matured enough to face the harsh reality or to handle difficult things at hand.. and i always being ignorant of many things around me.. which i dink its bad.. this means i not inobservant and not able to adapt to fast changes .. like wat thu huong saes gonna be 21 le.. cant be blur le.. another thing i would miss about sch life would be the lingering in sch with frenz after lessons..the harmless gossips we have before, during or after class (oops.. seems like we r gossiping all e time! haha..) ..looking out for each other in sch..outings with frenz which wld be more diff when we go out to work.. i would miss the pure school daes.. the pure friendships..it may seem quite some time before another 12 months arrive .. but the earth jus spins so fast that i dun dare to imagine the daes ahead ..

well.. enuff of the worries.. thinking of yest evening when i went out with my family to have dinner.. although its jus a simple dinner near our house... the feeling was great~ it has been a long time since we went for dinner and walk ard after that.. the feeling of taking a walk ard though its jus in the neighbourhood is realli heartwarming.. sometimes i would wonder young people nowadays including me spend more time with frenz rather than family.. we subconsiously place frenz above our family.. always organising gatherings with frenz but rarely spend quality time with family..do u have the same sentiments?

2006-07-25T23:26:00.000+08:00

more than a week has passed after attachment has ended.. and the good thing is i get to wake up later than usual .. the feeling of waking up without having to go to work is a wonderful feeling.. but i have to sae the pple at MSC are nice.. they make our attachment period of 10 weeks enjoyable and memorable.. i have heard frenz complaining abt their organisation not bothering about them.. not concerned if they learnt anything or whether they are even assigned any work. They are always willing to answer our questions no matter how simple our qns may be.. and wheneva we have nothing to do.. they will always come up with work for us to do to make us feel occupied.. being occupied is better than not having anything to do.. being free at work can be a torture.. can doze off anytime.. haha.. well.. these are the photos taken on the last dae of attachment.. feel glad that i chose MSC..get to see beautiful sea scenery everydae.. nice pple and mentors in the department.. wonderful fellow interns cum lunch khakis.. memorable vessel visit and department lunches and dinner..

photo taken with the captain!!

me and caiwei!!

lunch with the crew!! sumptuous meal!!

menu of the dae.. italian language..i can read hmm..lagsane.. n pizZa!!

first dish of the dae.. lagsane!!

second dish.. pizza!!

nice and huge fish.. eaten tog with their special olive oil..

looks like ice cream cake?? may nt look appealing.. but this is the best ice cream cake i have eaten.. they took a few hours to make this.. and it is a common dish for them.. frequency for them is at least once a week..

dinner at china club .. another amazing place..

high class restaurant.. at 37th floor of capital tower.. dink can onli get to eat there when company treats!!!haha.. where got e money to eat at such places?

PA farewell..

2006-07-09T14:51:00.000+08:00

sometimes i feel i have neva done anything very meaningful for anyone in my life.. made someone really happy for the entire dae.. being an important someone in anyone's life.. even as a daughter.. i make my mum unhappy by shouting back at her or argue with her .. not like my sis who would know how to keep quiet and not ans back so as not to make my mum upset.. jus like wat my dad says.. my younger sis is even more mature than me sometimes.. i make her worry when i come home late and i would argue back that it is not too late when it is out of pure concern that she raised her voice.. hoping that i can come home early to rest so that i would not too tired for work the next dae..there are many things she did for me and yet i do not appreciate..

as a friend.. i dink i am jus a lousy one.. neva realli noe to console a person who is sad.. listen but no good comforting words can come out of my mouth.. neglecting frenz and not bothering to catch up with wat frenz whom i have not seen for quite some time.. not knowing how to pay attention to my close budz.. and not being by their side when they are down..when i came to know abt it .. i was too late.. sometimes i feel, with or without me as a friend doesnt make any big difference.. coz i neva did anything much for anyone for my life as far as i can recall.. neither did i warm anyone's heart...always being the inobservant, blur and ignorant being in life..

looking back at first 20 yrs of my life.. i have failed in many aspects.. there r many things i have to improve on to make my existence more meaningful..

2006-06-02T14:33:00.000+08:00

this was wat i typed yest night.. onli post it todae..

" Back again!! Heez.. blogger is down now.. so using "ms words to type first.. yest was fun! My company organized a trip on board their vessel..this is not the first time they are doing this.. we were lucky to be able to go with the other new staff on this trip coz the previous batch of students missed the trip.. maybe this is my first time on board a ship that I am so excited abt it.. of coz I am not including ferries and boats.. well I have neva been on a cruise before.. haha.. but this is definitely not a cruise.. it’s those kind of ship that transports containers from port to port.. the staff in charge sent us to PSA and here we are jus before the big vessel.. amazing to see how big the ship is to contain so many containers.. and see the beautiful sea at the topmost deck of the big.. neva knew spore sea and sky can have beautiful shades of blue.. coz I always see polluted beaches? Haha.. and the crew on the ship are all Italians including the captain. All of them are so hospitable.. greet us and shook hands with everyone of us.. many of them work on the ship for many yrs.. and worked on the ship as their first job till now.. the captain worked for 47 yrs.. all the way from young till 10 plus yrs ago when he became captain till todae.. he taught us abt some of the operations on the ship.. in the captain’s control room.. such as the radar system and the compasses.. how they detect obstacles in the surroundings, how they get to know the details about the directions and climate.. He even brought us to his room where he rests… so comfy.. and we stayed at the top of the engine room where the temperature can go up to 60 degrees when the ship is moving.. we didn’t dare to go down coz it is already very hot when we stay at the top..

The best part is when the chef prepared the dishes for us.. e first one was lagsane.. delicious man.. small but filling.. and after which we had the pizza with most crispy crust and bread I have eva eaten.. another dish that I feel is different from wat we normally eat..next we were served fish .. a huge fish dat they said they caught in the middle of a stormy night.. haha.. dunnoe is if it is true or not..sound so funny.. “One stormy night..”.. and guess wat.. the chef made an ice cream cake too!! The most marvellous cake I have eva eaten.. coz it is not those kind that the more we eat the more we become sick of it.. u jus feel like eating more of it.. maybe it is more like home cooked food.. dats y it is not so creamy and fatty like those we eat outside.. and lastly we had fruits.. the oranges r jus so juicy.. and they told us they eat these dishes not everydae.. but almost everydae! That is like eating gd food everydae.. eat pizza at least once a week… ice cream cake too.. oh yar not forget.. we had red wine while we enjoyed our lunch.. the red wine tastes different as well.. all in all we had a sumptuous lunch ~~ it is really an experience that we may neva have again for the rest of our life.. unless we go into shipping line..

Well .. jus wanna pray and hope for the best for my paternal grandma ..may her pain be lessened.. will b back soon~~ "

photos taken during MSC Maeva trip..

taken before reaching PSA.. in one of the perm staff's car..

taken on the car as we entered into the port..

caiwei with me before boarding the vessel~~

taken in captain's control room.. cool~~

beautiful scenery from the control room.. see another ship in the middle of the blue sea?

its me!! heez..

amazing to see so many containers in front me .. so close to us..

shall post more pics the next entry.. my internet v connection v slow.. by the time i finsih uploading i wld have fallen asleep.. be back soon!!

2006-05-28T14:08:00.000+08:00

been busy the past few weeks coz of PA.. so fast 3 weeks have passed since the 8th of may... and i got my cheque todae!! time realli flies man.. from the first dae when i wore long sleeve shirt and skirt.. bearing all the pain in my legs resulting from wearing the new pair of covered shoes.. i am sure all gals wld have this prob.. in e end cldnbt wear covered shoes until recently when my skin grew back.. well.. have been checking disbursement accounts these few weeks which is completely nothing to do with audiitng and accounting.. nothing to do with wat we have learnt in school.. coz it is shipping line.. and also coz i am working in regional office of the shipping line.. the accounts dept is in charge of checking if the agents the company has all over the region claimed too much money from the office for the costs the shipping line incurred for any voyage.. so it is not all the debit and credit that we have learnt in accounting.. jus about checking the costs.. if too much was charged .. wat the office does is to claim back money from the agents.. so wat i do everydae is to check all the blue files that the agents send to the office.. which are known as the disbursement accounts.. the environment is rather good.. i love the sea view behind me!! coz we are at the 34th floor of suntec tower 4..we can overlook the singapore river leading to the sea... and entire city hall and raffles place area.. fullerton.. merlion.. PSA... the many ships stationery on the beautiful sea.. realised there are a few shades of blue occassionally.. beautiful.. cars so small like toy cars.. and people so tiny.. so during breaks and b4 and after work.. we wld look outside and indulge in the scenery for a few moments..sometimes as we grow up.. we wld tend to forget abt the little little things in life and the beautiful nature coz of our busy lives...city people realli need to find time to indulge in nature and forget all the unhappiness and put aside all the stressful moments.. no wonder people leaving away from the city .. like people japan living in countryside can live such long lives.. leading stress free lives.. eating healthy food.. immersing themselves in hot prongs from time to time.. sometimes learning how to enjoy life is realli impt..

have been dinking abt this these few daes..dink as we move on in life.. there are many things we got to let go.. a lot of things we got to kan4 kai1.. many phases of life we have to go thru.. as u gain something in life.. u lose something.. happiness one moment.. sadness the next moment.. when we r young.. we face probs in sch.. sch work.. frenz.. projs.. simple simple things.. but we have people to guide us along an spoonfeed.. when we r out to work.. relationships with people ard may not be as innocent and simple as before like in sch.. ..social circle may get smaller .. left with ur best buddies.. many more things will come occupy our minds as parents and frenz may not be there 24 hrs to decide everything for u as we r grown ups le.. . and in some point in life.. it is inevitable that our elders will start leaving us.. and in other points in life.. happy occassions like frenz getting married.. everything we jus have no choice but to treat everything as part and parcel of life.. most impt thing is to be optimistic in life bah.. and learn as we go thru every stage of life.. and accept the way life is.. be happy with wateva choices we have made and live life with no regrets.. i hope i can do it too..

2006-05-04T14:41:00.000+08:00

women and men.. they r born to be different.. people always sae they r different because opposite attracts.. their differences complement each other to make a perfect couple.. because they r not e same.. their perspective about things would not be identical too.. women are emotional .. men r rational.. women go by their heart... men jus use their head .. women feel but many men judge things from e appearance.. esp about pretty gals? hahaa... i am not generalising here.. but u have to admit dat men and women tend to have all these traits.. y do i suddenly tok abt all these.. there are so many incidents whereby men .. married men fooling outside behind their wives' backs... when everyone else would neva imagine coz the married couple is so loving.. no one wld expect the guy to have an affair outside.. i believe the men love their wives.. some r v nice to their wives.. but they jus wanna have thrills by having an affair outside coz they can raw a line clearly between love and sex.. they noe v clearly they are married and wld go back to their wives one dae after they have had enuff fun .. they noe are jus fooling ard and ultimately their wives r the best..guys r able to do this.. but most women cant.. unless they r prostitutes? dunnoe y.. wheneva i read and across all these in news and cases shown in dramas...i feel sad and angry.. maybe u wld sae all these onli happen in shows... but all these do happen in real life.. recently or maybe some time ago.. there was this case abt this man killing a china woman whom he had an affair with.. when his wife and children were not ard in spore... neighbours said they were v loving.. but who noes he had an affair.. and dink due to some conflict his money.. dink the woman wanted to leave him but he didnt want her to leave and she wanted she wld have to return all e money he spent on her.. but all these probs wld not have happened if he did not have an affair right.. e prob here is y people sae they were loving but he still had an affair? y can guys hide such things and love their wives everydae as if nothing has eva happened? dear told me another case which is abt a retired man who got cheated of his money till his bank account balance onli consists of 3 digits.. he got cheated by this indonesian woman.. but his wife didnt leave him.. instead stayed by him and treat him even better than before.. she was saying if she left him.. his children would leave him too.. he wld not have money.. he wld be alone too.. such a noble woman... she mus have loved him v much that she did so much for him.. the retired man was saying his wife is the best.. coz she stayed with him despite him being unfaithful.. sometimes i dun understand y women have to be noble .. and sacrifice to give them a family.. and the men not dink of the consequences before they do anything? oops.. dink this entry is to stand up for all the women in these cases.. is it coz the wives r not good to their husbands? thats y they look for outside pleasure? there is nothing wives can completely please their husbands such that they do not look for other women? the 9 oclock show .. women of times on channel 8 also shows fann wong being sucha capable and good wife.. but her husband chen2 zhi1 cai2 being a playboy flirts ard outside.. he treats fann wong very well.,. rems all the special occasions.. tells e women he have outside that he has to go back and acc his wife on weekends.. and always makes her forget all her troubles when she comes home after work... but when she is working.. he wld be outside with other gals.. he wld sae he is married.. his priority is still his wife.. no one can replace her.. so he is jus having fun with the gals whom he call " pretty flowers" ..jus dun understand y men can love their wives and yet have an affair outside.. shldnt it be this way.. if a guy loved his wife.. he wld not have fooled ard?dink its hard for women to be like men in these situations..usually when the wives betray their husbands is when they dun love their husbands.. or their husbands do not love them.. unless the women have an affair coz she is aftre the guy's money .. but usually these women r not married.. e difference is dat women cant separate love and sex like men can clearly do.. ok sounds a bit crude.. of coz not all men r like dat... there r good men ard!! jus feel dat there is a big difference bet the females and males.. maybe we r jus born to be wat we r..

2006-05-03T15:39:00.000+08:00

my granny is transferred to general ward!! she can even tok to my mum on handphone.. speedy recovery these 2 daes.. relieved man.. but got to go visit my paternal grandma this sat.. for her case its hard to recover.. not operation but illness.. and doc saes there is no way to heal .. or to operate coz she is too old.. like wat shijia said.. my parents mus be both v stressed .. parents getting older and weaker by the dae.. esp my paternal side.. when there is no way to cure and eating lesser by the dae.. situation seems to be similar to wat my late granddads went thru before they left us.. choy choy.. but my parents always tell me this is life.. everyone got to go thru this stage .. whether its more and less pain.. so jus to acc them wheneva possible.. was thinking abt wat my maternal grandma's maid was telling us that dae in the hospital.. act my grandma is v sad every night.. when we leave the hospital after visiting her.. coz she feels lonely.. then she added.. not jus during her stay in hospital.. act wheneva we visit her at her house.. she wld feel sad after we left.. me and my mum looked at each other.. and can feel the sadness in each other's eyes.. dink old pple realli feel lonely.. and insecure.. esp those without children staying with them.. and when their spouses have left.. and ironically this is the case.. when grandpa is ard.. grandma will keep nagging and scolding him for being troublesome and useless but when they r not ard anymore.. we can see that they miss their other half.. dink human beings r like dat.. will always miss something onli they r not ard.. absence makes the heart grow fonder.. loneliness is inevitable for old pple.. children have their own families .. they have their own commitments..lesser time to spend with them.. illnesses they have to cope with.. sometimes i look at myself.. i am afraid of loneliness.. wat wld happen when i grow old.. like my grandma's age.. ok dink i dink too much.. sometimes when i have nothing to do my mind jus wanders.. wat abt u? i always believe in having a big family.. so dat its more re4 nao4.. though big family also has its own probs.. but during happy times.. more pple can immerse into the happiness and share the joy.. well.. i jus wish for good health for everyone's grandparents.. feeling sleepy.. be back soon~~

2006-05-01T15:52:00.000+08:00

happy that my grandma is recovering.. she can eat rather well todae.. though its onli a little food she can take in each time.. but its a good sign.. and can talk quite a lot todae as compared to the previous daes.. maybe cozshe can wear denches todae.. dats y her articulation of words much better.. thanks to all who showed concern..told me everything wld be fine.. well dink i gonna be addicted to vcds le.. got stairway to heaven which i borrowed from yu fang long time ago .. dink it was long before sch started.. and xing2 shi4 zhen1 ji1 from dan.. which i liked to watch so much when it was shown on tv.. coz the combi of gu3 tian1 le4 and xuan xuan is jus so great.. but it is so sad.. jus picked the second last episode to watch.. and it showed gu3 tian1 le4 receiving his ex's artificial leg.. coz she was injured when she was abducted by this guy whose bro was killed by gu tian le i dink.. he wanted to take revenge and abducted his ex.. act she is not realli his ex.. they were abt to marry when she was abducted.. they were supposed to meet at ROM on that fateful dae.. she sacrificed a lot with the hope that the abductor wld not hurt gu tian le... and the letter that he received told gu tian le told him how much his gf sacrificed and made him feel guilty by saying he was enjoying his time with his current gf who is xuan xuan.. it made his so devastated after reading.. so sad.. he still loved her so much and felt that he cld not protect her when she sacrificed so much.. and xuan xuan felt terrible too.. ok.. dink i am always so engrossed in shows that sometimes my emotions r somewat influenced by the shows..
the korean show too.. realised all korean shows have similar plots.. bro and sis who are not related .. and bro likes sis.. and there wld be this bad woman who tries to break up 2 lovebirds... or long lost sisters who love the same man.. alamak.. y do korean dramas be so drama tic and sad.. but i still like to watch them.. haha.. jus get me hooked when i start watching.. well there r light hearted ones .. those with jung nara.. kai1 lang3 shao4 nu3.. and hong2 dou4 nu3 zhi1 lian4..quite like jung nara.. she always takes on the role of a bubbly and lovable gal.. if i were a guy i wld like this type of gal.. haha.. her shows always make me happy.. well.. this last week before attachment start .. i shall try to finish watching the 2 shows.. shall go sleep le.. be back again~~ oh yar.. feel happy to see my family happy when i finally cooked lunch for them todae.. after having promised them for a long time.. coz they said i cook in hall but neva cook for them.. and it was spaghetti todae.. shall cook more this hols.. :)

2006-04-30T16:35:00.000+08:00

"stole" shijia's flickr album idea.. heez.. always dink its nice wheneva i visit her blog... so go make my own.. well todae went to see my grandma todae too.. she can eat todae and dun need oxygen mask le.. but still seems very tired ..maybe coz there are too visitors todae..neva rest properly.. hope she can recuperate soon..

2006-04-29T15:23:00.000+08:00

2006-04-29T14:28:00.000+08:00

my wish now is for my grandma to recover soon... for her inflammed lungs to recover.. then wun be so stressful on her heart.. so scary to hear that her heart beat rise to 170 in the afternoon.. i dink she mus be struggling very hard these few daes.. but noe she is a strong woman.. she will pull thru.. by making the decision to operate on her knee cap shows her determination to stand up and walk well.. so she will pull thru.. still remembered the last time i felt so overwhelmed by fear was when my late granddad choked.. todae was the same.. drastic change frm the time when i went to see her in the morning and she was rather alright and the time when i went from suntec to visit her after receiving call fr my mum that her condition seems not right.. too overwhelmed with fear when i see her gasping for air through the oxygen mask.. now that her breathing is back to normal and heart beat back to acceptable range.. everyone is feeling relieved.. jus pray that her lungs quickly recover so that no more complications can occur.. so that her breathing would not be so difficult .. such a great granny.. may grandpa watch over her.. may god bless her to overcome all these soon... thanks kps linda peiwen for ur concern.. sorri for not being to continue shopping with u guys this afternoon.. long time neva go out as a grp le.. and thanks dear for coming all e way down.. luv u guys~~

2006-04-21T14:53:00.000+08:00

yeah!!!! finally found a new skin for my blog!!! heez.. recommended by dear linda.. nice? leave comments abt it k... haa.. spent a few hours on this.. ok.. sounds a bit exaggerating.. but dink this template has a lot of stuff to change dats y need ao much time.. and somemore i have not done this for a long time.. not familiar with the html stuff.. well i have been wanting to change a new skin since a long time ago.. and i finally did it! haa..

well todae was a worry-for -nothing dae.. at first before exam was thu huong was asking me stuff abt EVA concept .. and tot i have got my concepts wrong.. but onli to noe act i jus learnt a long way.. but its coz jus one hour before exam everyone is tense and if u were to find out some concept that u have been trying hard to figure out and understand is wrong all along.. u wld panick.. i was so scared.. haaha... but thu huong and me realised i am jus doing the long way.. and luckily she made me understand the concept even better and i found a short way to compute EVA.. and u guess wat.. after clarification with frenz the previous night and with some practice coz it has been tested for previous years.. it turned out that it did not come out at all!!!!!! so all the worry that this may come out in the paper is not called for at all.. diaoz.. but although this did appear.. the paper wasnt v easy either.. in fact a little tough and always racing with time thruout the paper.. and another even scarier thing was that i tot i lost my beloved phone.. i onli found out just before exam...its realli abt one min before the paper starts... i was frantically looking under the desk and my eyes even traced the path in front of me.. with the hope of spotting a black pouch along the path.. but it jus seem so clean without anything that catches my eyes!! everyone is ready to flip over the paper anytime and start fighting the "war" and i am there panicking and freaking out.. recalling that i asked sharmaine to help me take my file and sweater while i take out 2 other books , my wallet, myHANDPHONE, pencil case and hairband out of my bag before entering the examination hall.. i jus remekmbered i took it out.. was thinking if i shld go out to check.. but i am jus so dumb not to leave the hall for jus a while to check if it is outside or even in my bag.. but i am jus so certain i took it into the hall that i din go check my bag.. and i jus stupily worry abt it while doing the paper and figuring out how to do qn 1 which was rather difficult.. think this realli affected my train of thoughts! i was thinking if i shld go out to check but i was afraid i had no time to do the paper.. and when the invigilator checked my matric card.. i asked her if she cld help me see if there was anyone who passed them a phone.. she jus trold me to check the lost and found box in front at the end of the exam.. and as time goes by... my anxiety faded though the thought of losing my hp wld suddenly come back to my mind.. haha sounds a bit stupid.. i neva lose my hp before.. and wld neva want to lose it.. so many stuff inside.. and got to spend money to buy a new one again.. and at the end of the paper.. told thu huong angeline they all i lost my hp.. and angeline went wth me to the front to check though she stongly felt that she remembered me not taking it out of my bag.. and of coz there wasnt any phone in the lost and found box.. when we went out of the examination hall.. we proceeded to our bags... and stupid me opened my bag and saw my turtle inside!! e turtle attache to my phone.. diaoz.. dink i am jus so stupid!! so many pple said i am so silly and stupid.. and i even tot of rushing thru the paper and go out before the last 15 mins of the paper to search for it outside thinking it mus be dropped along the way when i entered the hall.. giving up doing well for my paper jus because of my phone.. dink i jus cant stand losing stuff... e moment i lose anything i wld frantically search for it and will not stop until i found it.. dink i am jus weird.. r u like me? haha.. i am senile and sotong too.. maybe i am always called sotong and e more pple call me e more sotong i have become.,. wahhaha

so much for the hp.. after my paper todae.. i still 2 more papers!!!! sianz.. cant wait for 27th to arrive!! so many things to do after exam ends.. i got to take new photo and put it into my passport.. or else dunnoe wat will happen when i go msia the next time.. haha if u had read my previous entry u wld noe wat i am toking abt.. and i wanna shop for bag and clothes for attachment... shoes too.. stuck in ntu for so long le.. realli wanna go breathe the air outside.. wanna sing ktv... so deprived of it .. haha.. dats why i will suddenly sing when i hear nice songs while i am studying in e room.. well.. wanna enjoy after such a hectic semester.. and got to learn not to be a sotong anymore!! buaiz.. be back soon.. got to study for the next paper le.. jiayou everyone who still has exams~~~

2006-03-27T02:46:00.000+08:00

woke up at 7 plus todae.. jus finished part on my 213 report.. so pathetic right.. have to wake up so early to do report.. *yawns*..
at my grandma's house in msia now.. came to visit her with my family and sao3 mu4 too.. yest night went my grandma relative's bdae celebration.. my 11th time eating catered buffet this year.. including all the 21st bdae parties i have attended.. she is 95 yrs old.. cute old granny.. she would ask u whose child u are coz she has so many of her own grandchildren to remember.. aftera few moments when she sees u .. she wld ask again.. as though she has neva seen u before.. so funny.. then she start to hold ur hands and hug u and sae grown so big le.. and look at my father.."wah.. ur kids!! so big le... got bf? .." blah blah.. so funny... dink when i grow old.. i may become like her .. forget everything in a few moments.. and start asking the saem thing again.. since i am so forgetful and senile at such a young age now.. when i look at her.. i feel happy for her.. so many pple to care fro her.. so i feel its good to have a big family.. when u r old .. u will have many children and grandchildren to acc u.. its the warm and cosy feeling.. even when a person pass away.. if his or her family is big .. there will be many pple "sending" him or her off.. like my grandpa.. when he passed away.. during the funeral it jus struck my mind that thouh it is sad that he has left us.. i am happy for him that there are so many ppl ard to care for him and attend his wake .. coz he has many siblings.. imagine a person without close ones ard..no one even noes that he or she has left this world.. having a big family is good... but nowadays families are getting smaller.. ok.. y am i toking abt this..

oh yar.. yest morning was scary..nearly cant enter msia yest.. guess wat? coz of my passport photo.. which doesnt look like me.. the last time i came in was during chi new year .. the officer wrote a comment below the passport chop that time.."CHANGE PHOTO" .. but i forgot all about it and din dink they would be so serious.. this time the officer stared at me for quite some time and showed me the comment.. asked me "why din u change photo?".. "when are u going to change?" as if she gonna eat me up.. i replied "i will change it as soon as possible when i get back to spore." But her face is still as black. My dad appeared and said sorry to the officer and said we are only coming for one dae.. said sorry for a few times then she reluctantly chopped.. jus before i went to let the officer chop.. my dad was saying he purposely slot the form in bet other pages of the passport not to let the officer see the comment on the next page..said if they were strict they wld ask me abt it and not let me enter.. and it realli " came true" .. diaoz.. my fault also lah.. they of coz have the right not to let me pass coz it wld mean i neva take their words seriously when they warned me b4... so moral of the story.. cant rebutt govt officers.. or else tehy have every right to detain us or what eva they wanna do with us.. come to dink of it.. i have changed a lot from what i looked liek in teh photo.. that was taken when i was sec one or two i dink.. was wearing specs that time.. short hair.. realli 180 degrees transformation.. haha.. actually many ppl have said that i changed a lot since sec sch.. well.. dink many ppl have changed a lot too..in terms of dressing.. the way they carry themselves.. became more feminine.. hmm.. how have i changed?

2006-03-26T05:40:00.000+08:00

feel like posting all e pics that i have taken fr e start of the year till now.. time flies man.. seems like have done many things in jus 3 mths.. actually it is abt 4 mths le.. nearing 4 yrs.. and exams r round corner .. and soon it will be PA.. after which it will the end of yr2.. come to think of it.. it is rather scary.. quite looking forward to going for PA though .. i got MSC(Switzerland) Asia Regional Office.. if u havent heard before.. dink its quite normal.. i myself neva heard before and went to apply for it as first choice.. coz the fact that it is a switzerland company attracted me to it.. always tot switzerland companies are good.. like swiss banks.. i applied for Credit sussie in phase one.. but couldnt get.. and in phase 2, this MSC company caught my attention.. its a shipping company and located at suntec tower 4...guess its not so heard of coz spore's branch is jus an office.. spore may jus be a stopover port.. most of its biz fr europe.. china.. india.. well.. hope will gain something out of my internship there.. haha.. i dink i am jus crazy about switzerland.. coz its my dreamplace mah.. oops.. got to leave for msia le..will be back tml afternoon.. shall post the pics soon..

2006-03-19T13:30:00.000+08:00

there are many times pple sae others do not understand them.. and especially those that have been thru tough times .. others who have been leading comfortable lives may not understand what they have been going through.. we get them to cheer up and tell them they will pull thru.. they can do it if they dun give up on themselves.. words like " dun worry, be happy.. look on the bright side of life.." we often use.. but these may not work at all.. because they have given up on themselves.. their world is dark.. they feel no one cares for them... in fact, everyone cares.. jus that they cant pick themselves up on their feet and tell themselves there are many other things in life for them to look out for though they are going thru tough times now.. they jus focus on the negative side of stuff and do not dare to look out of their dark world and seek for the other beautiful side of life.. we noe they have tried.. and we , who neva been thru wat they have gonje thru, would neva understand their pain and fear.. but cant they dink of ppl who are going thru even worse things and have walked out of it bravely? It is always not the end of the world.. always tell yourself prove to those who look down on u.. those who dun appreciate u.. onli when u fight ur own battle within urself can u show them u can.. only then ppl look up to u and appreciate u... realli hope u would be strong.. no one is perfect.. but u are definitely perfect in my eyes if u can and is willing to overcome ur weaknesses and fears and stand up against all odds..no one has given up on u...

2006-03-13T09:01:00.000+08:00

dunnoe y tears keep flowing .. jus feel v sad all of a sudden..dunnoe wanna lose e close ones ard me .. there were many times we had tried coming up with the best timing for everyone..asked ard... cldnt find a slot.. but its jus impossible.. everyone's timetable is jus diff.. everyone else has their own commitments too.. rush home for tuition.. projs... its not like i cant spare time.. not dat i jus wanna spend time with dan.. i wanna have time with buddies.. but our commitments sometimes jus clash.. but act i have all e time in e world.. coz i am in hall all e time.. feel so xinku.. wanna meet everyone but time jus doesnt permit us.. wat shld i do? long time neva felt this stress le.. may e 6 of us be together foreva...

2006-02-25T16:33:00.000+08:00

went ubin second time todae!! planned to go there to have seafood.. in the end jus ate normal zhi2 cha4... sambal kangkong, chiccken with cashew nuts and wild boar hotplate.. the food's not bad.. nice dinner with the best coconut drink i mentioned the last time.. dink the coconut drink there is realli the best.. so refreshing, fresh and sweet.. the thought of leaving the place is really dreadful.. jus wish that can stay there for a few daes and get away from everything here.. projs and many projs.. was realli hoping the boats wun come then no choice cant come back..as if my dream wld come true.. ok dink i am mad.. maybe i am jus too stressed.. haha..

2006-02-23T15:32:00.000+08:00

its recess week!!! but doesnt feel like one... got to study for test and do projects.. hehe.. kps~~ u wont see fireworks le.. paiseh.. so long neva update.. dink i am jus lazy to blog.. and this semester is realli hectic compared to last semester.. missed last sem .. its realli honeymoon.. coz last sem i onli had 3 cores.. and one of them non examinable somemore.. this sem's subjects rewuired more reading.. and once i lag for the current week.. i will jus continue to lag for the subsequent weeks.. coz there is jus too much to read.. time realli flies its already middel of the week and i dink i din realli do anything much.. well.. luckily got study a bit todae with kps at mAcs at my house .. though its a bit irritating to hear the advertisement repeating over and over again...".. Ooooooooorchard.." dunnoe if u guys get wat i mean.. if not can go macs and sit for some time.. u will understand.. haha.. that happened too when i went amk macs to do IT project on mon .. well.. wat did i do this week so far.. sun went bugis with dear .. and as usual bought stuff.. bought a demin skirt..once again i neva succeeded in stopping myself from resisting temptations .. guess the onli way to stop myself fr buying stuff is to stay at home.. haha.. mon.. did project with sharmaine and weimin at amk macs.. from morning to late afternoon.. oh yar.. remembered i watched the jack neo and mark lee show at night.. dink its gao3 xiao4 xing2 dong4 ..this shows how long i have not watched tv shows on a weekday..pardon me.. seems like a long time i neva realli sat down of the tv and watched for at least one hour.. they were discussing abt differences between the start of a relationship and and that after a few yrs.. they were acting out the scenarios .. rather hilarious and exaggerting.. how a couple treat each other at the start and how it turned out after a few yrs.. but it sets me pondering.. will love change after time passes.. so many instances where love fades away.. and are pple stilll tog coz they r used to each other? holding to each other for the sake of holding on though they noe its no longer like before when everything is so sweet? how do u noe if cannot live without him or her beause u realli love her or jus because u r used to it jus like wat linda always tells me.. jus wish to be like one of those old grandmas whose husband still holds her hand tens of years down e road..i guess this is every gal's dream.. haha.. sometimes i jus dink a lot..

and yest.. dear brought me to sakura restaurant at tampines safra.. the food was good! western , chinese, jap food are all not bad.. 20 bucks each ... after which shopped a bit at tm and century square before watching "i not stupid 2" .. oh yar .. i bought the second demin skirt for the week at Pepper plus.. its abt half the price of that i bought in bugis.. moral of the story: shall shop at tampines e next time.. oops.. dink i sound like auntie.. haha.. yup.. the movie was nice.. touching and funni! seems like kids nowadays are realli hard to teach.. e more u scold them they will rebel.. parents got to be their frenz in order to communicate well with them.. i dun deny that i will rebutt my parents sometimes though i noe their advice is the best..we will jus talk back without thinking coz we dun like to be nagged at.. well.. its realli tough to be parents...to have the "key" to their hearts and minds .. and to teach them the correct stuff at the same time.. cant push all the blame for wateva wrong things we do our on our parents too.. its our own responsibilty to think wat's right and wrong.. well.. dink i have written quite a lot.. shall post pics taken in the past 2 months in the next post~~

2006-01-04T10:28:00.000+08:00

Happy New yR!!! well..sorri for being slow.. its the 3rd dae of a new yr.. well had my first lesson of the yr this morning .. 830!! faint.. tired man.. dun have the sch reopen mood.. so sianz.. me rot away almost the whole dae from 1030 till now.. coz dun have afternoon lesson todae.. so slack and wasted away hours.. arhh... bored to death!! this week is so slack.. long breaks bet few lessons..well shall not tok abt sch.. realli wished hols can be longer.. shall update abt the pretty fireworks i saw on first dae of 2006~~

this time the fireworks was so much more intense than that on national dae.. i meant those at marina.. went there to watch fireworks on national dae too.. but cldnt see much.. coz was blocked by trees that time.. this time the fireworks were jus in front of all of us.. where everyone hoped it wld be.. cldnt believe myself our view was so good.. jus infront of us.. like watching movie.. though this time not many special kind of fireworks.. but it was so colourful and intense ..no slowing down in between... atmosphere was good.. everyone was too overjoyed.. overwhelmed with happiness looking at the beautiful sight in front of their eyes.. screams and cheers everywhere... this was how i spent my first few moments of 2006.. took video clips which i wld keep foreva..

After e fireworks ended.. i said.. y r good times so short.. good times always come to an end.. he said.. y sae that? there r always better things awaiting us..

Lets embrace 2006 with optimism!! i wish everyone wld be healthy and strong.. may we have a great yr ahead!!! Luv everyone~~

luv this pic which my sis edited...

2005-12-28T15:43:00.000+08:00

these r e bookmarks for e gals... nice? i am so lousy at making their names that i wasted so much of the furry sticks.. must learn more fr kps man... haha..

turtle danz and turtle khaiz...

heez... cute?? taken at changing appetites before food is served~~

2005-12-26T05:12:00.000+08:00

mErry cHristmAs everyone~~ this e season to be jolly falalala lala lala.. haha.. me in my grandma's house now.. in msia.. glad to see that she's ok now.. went marina square yest.. ate at changing appetites.. first time eating there.. cool man.. got nice couch there,, with cushion.. realli dun feel like leaving after sitting down.. glued there.. haha.. too comfortable.. and bought big head tortoise hp accessory with him at action city... so cute! shall upload the photo soon when i get back to spore.. watched chronicles of narnia.. nice show!! cool man.. a whole new exciting adventure awaiting the kids behind their wardrobe.. wonder how scriptwriters can have such good imagination... like e lion in the show... looks so awesome and really symbolizes power and protection over the pple.. gives pple e feeling that with him ard there's nothing to fear.. to be afraid of... sense of security..

well.. this is a special christmas to me.. after yest i felt that there r so many things i have to learn .. to improve on.. i wanna be a da4 fang1 de4 nu3 ren2..i tot i could.. and always i wld not feel anything of that sort until yest.. din noe y i cldnt control myself yest.. dunnoe wat went over me..jsu wanna let u noe i have neva doubted anything..neva doubted u.. my mum always tells me guys wld love their gal more if they are magnanimous.. sorri for making u worry and sad.. i wun dink too much too..i wanna be someone understanding and magnanimous...

2005-12-13T09:00:00.000+08:00

finally completed e poke poke thingy i mentioned in my earlier post on sat.. hope he likes it :) completed stuff for buddiez too... haha.. linda though u guessed part of it correctly.. shall not post it now yet...mus be secretive mah...haha.. act i dink its nothing much...

2005-12-10T14:41:00.000+08:00

i m back again! went pulau ubin with dear todae~ woke up at 8 in e morning and it was still raining .. luckily it stopped when while we were travelling there.. left hall at abt 830.. weihong yvonne cldnt join us coz they had something on.. dink it was my first time there.. and it was a cycling dae!! few months since i had a long cycling trip.. previous one was with classmates... nice feeling to be back to nature.. jus like the time i went with my family to cameron.. refreshing air... and real island getaway man.. get away from the city.. the polluted air we breathing everydae.. the busy city we face everydae.. concrete buildings ... fast pace here.. the good thing abt endulging in the beauty of nature is that u forget abt all ur problems.. worries.. anything at the back of ur mind... u jus put everything aside and enjoy wonderful moments with ur loved ones.. everyone may have diff ways of destressing .. some wld go to nature.. others club.. ktv.. anw cyling todae is fun and enriching! cycled ard the island and get the feel of kampong life.. jus like msia.. some of the houses there are like those in msia.. resembles my grandma's house..saw a few temples too... chickens.. dogs.. turtles in the ponds.. one of the temple was the German Girl Shrine... we went there to take a look coz dan said he heard a bit abt the gal's story.. she died when she was quite young.. abt 80 plus yrs ago.. it was during WW1.. she fell into a quarry while escaping.. after which pple buried her.. and many prayed for fortune... one of them struck lottery and to repay back .. he built the shrine for pple to remember her.. n give a proper place for pple to pray.. the surroundings are peaceful... nice patches of grass with a few dogs moving abt.. there was a newspaper article at the shrine.. it said though her bones were stolen.. pple still continued to travel all the way there to pray for good things.. another interesting place we stopped at was a house where a man in his 60s lives in... his family came to stay in mainland spore... he said he stayed there to grow herbs to save ppl's lives...czo spore cant grow.. he also sells drinks for a living.. amazing to see how pple love their simple life there though the place is rundown.. the customer service is superb too.. jus buying coconut drink there made us realise ubin is a place with world class service though its not at all modernized... shall come back soon.. sis wanna use comp...

2005-12-06T16:41:00.000+08:00

2nd time at bugis this week... went there with dan and his frenz yest..b4 dat went paradiz to sing ktv .. 2nd time singing this week too... b4 dat sang with pam they all.. todae went bugis with linda, kps and jiayi- kid whom kps's mum looks after... well i was in bag mood todae... haha kept looking at bags till jiayi complained that i keep looking at bags.. boring him to death.. haha.. was intending to buy a bag for sch use.. handbag and waist pouch... din manage to get handbag.. nvm shall find another dae to get one.. quite sian of my current orange bag.. spent money again.. when i not employed.. haiz.. realli hope my savings can last till i graduate.. have used up all my money earned at motorola and espirit.. jialat rite... holidays has always been e time i spend e most money..coz when sch reopen will be lazy to leave ntu.. so wun shop often..

was pondering over this again...as we grow older... e number of pple u meet in ur life increases.. but it seems dat e number of of pple who accompany u thruout ur life seems to decrease... i mean frenz ard u... its like u r at a train station.. there r many routes u can take...many pple at the station.. only a certain proportion will be taking the same route as u... but many of them will alight at diff stops as u.. new passengers will board along the way and alight at diff stops ultimately.. onli a few pple will stay with u all e way till e end.. e final destination.. in life onli ur loved ones .. pple whom trust u and u trust will accompany u to e end... even our parents may alight at diff stop coz by e time we reach the end of our lifetime they wld not b ard.. they r e ones who board e train from e start to the time they can longer continue before they alight... so got to cherish the time they have with us... acquaintances are those who jus board and alight after one or 2 stops..coz e route we have in mind r diff...though the final destination may be e same in e end... buddies are those who stayed till e end even though they may board at diff times diff stops... its hard to find frenz who have e same goals and dreamz.. or despite having diff ideals but out of love and care, willing to watch u work towards ur dreamz.. giving u support and encouragement along e way... pick u up wheneva u fall...trust and believe u when others dun... these r e onli pple who will accompany u till e end of the journey...there are many things that cld happen on the train ride.. which may cause pple to have a change of route and alight the train.. sometimes we need to encounter some probs along the way to see who are e ones who do not alight no matter wat.. and go thru the probs with u.. i have heard a few stories that made me feel sad..pple whom u noe for long or pple u trust decided to have a change of route and did something bad to u out of greed forgetting the ties that were formed... this leads me to dink of e outside world.. i mean e working world where many pple cannot b trusted... this is wat i have been told by many.. even close frenz whom u tot wld acc u till e end turn against u for personal gains... i have not experienced anything like dat and dink i have not been thru enuff ... jus wanna cherish pple who have accompanied all the way till this point of my life...pple always sae buddiez whom u have made in sch r frenz for life.. coz when u enter into e working life.. colleagues can neva b frenz... always feel sad when i hear this.. y r pple so selfish? y cant pple be simple and make life simple by not hurting pple ard u... cant life be as beautiful as wat we imagine? realli scared when i dink of all these..

well... jus wanna sae its e tough times when u get to see who r ones who acc u till e end...luv my buddiez and family!!

2005-12-02T09:16:00.000+08:00

came back hall yest night coz there's softball training this morning and carrom training tonight.. nothing to do now.. so decided to do some catching up on frenz' lives.. was looking thru blogs and saw this on farhana's blog..

Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

What's your personality love style?
Here is the analysis:You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.
(Seems rather true to a certain extent..haha.. have been wanting to find a personality test that gives very detailed and thorough analysis.. reminds me of the days in motorola when me kps hyan hui and fellow colleagues wld look for personality tests to do when we r bored after finishing our work for e dae.. perhaps its human's nature to want to search for ur real identity.. to understand e real u..e funny thing is that pple ard u may be able to understand u better than u urself.. )

2005-12-01T11:40:00.000+08:00

hols now! has been 8 daes since my last paper ended..act long b4 dat i was in hol mood le..evidence- went out with e gals after accounting paper to marina on e 9th..watched 40 yr old virgin.. stupid but funny show.. and changed phone on dat dae.. long awaited dae man.. coz my phone couldnt make it 3 mths ago... either cldnt hear e other party toking or e other way rd... but got to bear with it coz 21 mths still not up yet... a few daes later went g2000 and U2 warehouse sale at macpherson wif ah bu and kps..bought denim jacket at 39 bucks.. luv it man! alwys wanted to get one but its usually rather ex... 15th- went marina south ..had steamboat, bowled and arcade after his 2nd last paper.. long long time since i had steamboat there.. realli a great relief of stress... went another sale at espirit the next dae after studying at wdlands lib with e gals... promised myself not to buy anything coz i going to be broke.. but cldnt resist and bought e same skirt as linda, ah bu and yps at 18 bucks.. cheap for espirit stuff.. coz there was 80% percent discount for it! next dae watched harry potter.. best rite.. did all these when i still have company law on the22nd.. this exam period is realli too long... more than 10 daes to study for each paper.. coz i have onli 3 core one ge this sem.. and one of them non examinable..biz communication .. realli sianz man.. wanna slack but cant slack 100% coz at e back of ur mind u noe exams still not over yet.. but the papers r jus too far apart...
hmm.. wat have i been doing these few daes after exams.. rem after my paper ended on 22nd.. went out with my classmates to fish and co at jp.. had a great lunch man... after which had dinner at billy bombers with dear.. that was e dae i had 2 good meals in one dae... next dae went ah bu's house wif kps to watch the last few discs of "A date with vampire 3"... though i din watch any episode at all... din realli understand but its nice to realli sit down and watch a few vcds at one shot.. gonna borrow tian guo de jie ti from yu fang one dae.. haha.. long time neva watch korean drama serials all at one shot which i always do during hols... 24th.. thurs went with classmates to send off thu huong.. b4 dat we had lunch at swensens...weichern looked rather sad when thu huong went in.. we were wondering how things would be like when wei chern goes overseas to study for 5 yrs.. she going back for 10 plus daes this time... wouldnt it be even more sad when he leaves next yr..
went batt rd for interview wif angeline after sending th off... after which supposed to go sitex.. e comp fair.. but coz of e interview which ended late.. couldnt meet dan in time.. so jus met him after he bought his printer and went back hall coz he having exam the next dae.. wow.. i am amazed i still can rem so many things more than a week ago...haha... fri din do anything much.. oh yar.. cooked our own lunch and dinner in hall.. though it's jus porridge and noodles..it was nice! sat went town.. diff feeling this time coz its after exams... went into some interestin shops which i neva entered wheneva i went wisma and taka.. bought some materials at art friend to make stuff..haha.. sun morning was fun time with family.. went reservoir near my house and yishun park coz my sis wanna take photos for her assignment.. long time since i spent time outside with my family.. enjoying the nature and taking a slow walk at ur own pace with ur loved ones... sometimes we jus need to take our time off from our busy or rather routine life and spend quality time with our loved ones and realise how beautiful life is.. ok.. pardon me.. too bo liaoz now.. well.. sun afternoon went yishun central with kps coz wanted to make cross stitch for christmas but we found something more interesting.. its some cloth with diff pics.. got precious moments .. winnie e pooh and frenz.. etc.. then u got to poke through the cloth with thread which u got to pull out the fray part.. to form the pic.. ok.. quite hard to explain here.. shall post it here after i completed it.. and yest went back sch for softball training..body aching alll over now... well realli amazed i can rem so much .. haha.. shall blog more often so dat i dun need to cram everything in one entry.. haha.. come back soon..:)

2005-08-19T18:26:00.000+08:00

watched superstar yest.. as usual.. dats wat i wld do on wed and thurs nights if i managed to catch it.. damn exciting!!! its like as if i was one of the contestants.. crazy rite... but coz i liked kelly's attitude all along.. and shi xin hui is improving each time she sings... so was quite worried shi xin hui would be better than her yest... and as wat i have expected.. she's real impressive... esp when she sang " U r beautiful".. its like hearing christina aguilera singing... so nice.. i must sae she has got more power than kelly ultimately... and her husky and deep voice gives her advantage to sing that song too.. e more i watch e more i feel she has outshone kelly..kelly seemed to have lost her x factor yest.. dunnoe why leh.. maybe coz she is afraid of shi xin hui catching up...she looked a little panicky esp during the announcement of the results.. but expected lah.. kelly has more supporters... if the whole of sp vote.. its enuff for her to win le lor... and junyang lost to weilian too.. i had intuition he wld win too though i feel junyang gives more of the superstar feel... got the seh... weilian jus gives me the feeling he would have a larger number of supporters.. and eventually he emerged as the winner.. its so touching to see shi xin hui and junyang sing again.. esp shi xin hui.. she sang xin tong after the release of results.. got wt the judges sae.. gan3 dong4 du4.. somehow i felt she deserves more than kelly now.. after yest's performance.. well.. shall see who is the ultimate superstar 2 weeks later... hehe.. i feel like singing again.. jus luv to sing more and more.. dunnoe why...

2005-06-21T14:57:00.000+08:00

wowwow... long time neva blog le.. sorry..haha really lazy to blog.. and no time to blog sometimes.. have been working at espirit at great world city these few weeks.. colleagues there quite nice.. really quite shag at the start .. now used to it.. though the pay is not a lot, but i can say its a learning experience totally diff from data entry at motorola .. haha.. most imptly.. keep standing.. can slim down.. hopefully lah..haha.. so now work 4 and a half daes work per week.. 10am-10pm.. have to follow the duty roster given to us.. so wanna go out also depend on duty roster.. troublesome at times..
well.. hols so far.. had ge lessons which ended with exam on the 8th.. ge lessons r quite fun coz took it with pam they all.. had lunch before gng for lessons a few times..dinner too.. went cycling with them twice.. ktv a few times.. badminton- once with linda and her frenz.. and once with classmates.. haiz din start my exercise plan.. promised myself to swim every week and running too.. but failed to carry it out.. alamak.. another hols gonna pass without regular exercising .. dun care gonna swim after i quit from work in mid july.. and not to forget.. june is a fun month .. coz so many of my buddies are june babies! haha.. we celebrated on yps's bdae this yr.. ate at suntec country manna then went to sing ktv til 3 am.. after which went lau pasat to play eat and play card games... DoNkey!..haha.. played till 6 coz got to go work.. wow.. ton the whole night.. was real shag went home to bathe and eat breakfast..then sleep for abt 1 hour and left for work .. though tired.. was really happy to meet up the galz .. linda pw kps yps and hanwei.. long time neva had gathering with all of them le..this yr they chose their own pressies.. except for linda's bag and necklace.. all of them happy to buy what they like.. interesting..haha.. though they also find it funny to shop for their own present... and me the treasurer for this yr.. pay for their presents after they chose .. like their mum..haha.. so this is how a mum feels? haha.. i siao liao.. well .. another yr has passed.. it symbolizes another of friendship for us.. like wat linda has said.. we gonna fulfill e promise we made at spore river two yrs ago.. we gonna celebrate our bdae every yr nomatter how busy we are... and go back to spore river 10 yrs from then.. which is 8 yrs later.. hehe.. 2 months later my bdae.. hint hint.. no lah.. joking:) but its e start of 3rd decade of our life.. so old.. gonna treasure the last 2 months of my 2nd decade..
lastly.. hAppy faTherS' Dae! ate out with family jus now.. realised havent really had a nice dinner and really tok with them for some time eva since i worked at espirit.. esp dad.. reach home he sleep le... when i go for work he has already left home.. ok.. sound bit cliche here..haha.. anw.. jus wanna sae luv everyone!!! may everyone enjoy every moment spent with ur family and darlings.. :) buaiz.. cme back soon..

2005-05-29T03:56:00.000+08:00

went cameron highlands and kl with my family on last fri till vesak dae which is the mon that has jus passed.. cameron is a nice place!! so cooling and refreshing.. the air is so fresh.. its the kind of coolness that u will neva be able to experience in spore even when it rains heavily.. and its amazing that the hotels there dun have aircon because its already so cooling that there is no need to install aircon in the buildings... and the temperature at the entrance equatorial hotel,which we stayed for a night, was 18 degrees when we reached .. after a long time spent on moving up the mountain..
we went on the tours that were available there.. managed to visit the rose valley, strawberry farm, vegetables farms.. the roses are extremely beautiful.. breathtaking sight at the top of the rose valley.. so colourful.. really immerse into the beauty of the scenery man... took many photos along the way but could have taken more if there was more time.. haha.. din manage to pluck own strawberries though.. they were too small.. and we dun trust our own judgement in plucking too... haha.. so leave it to the workers to pluck for us.. and bought 4 packs of freshly plucked strawberries.. one each.. ate them in hotel after dinner..haha... so nice! Oh yar.. the cactus valley is amazing.. all types of cactuses.. all sorts of sizes.. and bought bracelets and keychains there.. hehe.. cameron is really a place to put aside all troubles and get in touch with nature.. and its greenry, greenery and more greenery.. haha.. can see dat the pple living there really love the place and dun wanna go city.. one of the guides told us he is proud to be malaysian coz he simply loves the place.. and has been working there for 13 yrs.. he saes how to find all these in spore.. fresh air.. cool air..beauty and richness of nature..

next dae went kl.. shopping place.. and of the classy twin towers.. wasted.. din manage to go for the skybridge tour.. not enuff time.. but managed to capture photos of the towers.. cool! went jalan petaling.. part of the chinatown there.. place where u can bargain.. and its like pasar malam.. many fake products.. regretted not buying more stuff there.. onli bought 2 t shirs and 2 bottoms.. haiz.. shopping with dad is always not nice.. walk so fast.. cant shop much.. haha.. dink if its with a tour with frenz.. i will buy like siao man...haha.. well kl is definitely totally diff.. no more cooling weather,... damn hot that 2 daes,., neva rain at all!! very hot.. but enjoyed walking along the streets too.. without dinking abt anything.. i havent shopped enuff... wanna go splurge during this sale season... but i am broke.. shall earn money first before i spend.. got to save man.. my savings gave been depleting since dunnoe when.. tuition pay is jus enuff for hostel fee.. and a bit of allowance .. so my savings have been depleting for some time.. dunnoe can survive until when.. tml start work at espirit.. haha.. replenish my pocket.. okok.. got to go le.. shall come back very soon..:)

2005-05-15T04:27:00.000+08:00

went for dim sum buffet at excelsior hotel yest..onli 12 bucks per person.. not bad.. guess wat.. after which we cycled 40 km from east coast all e way to changi village and back.. hope all the fats accumulated during lunch was burned off.. haha.. dunnoe whether the dist is accurate .. my frenz estimate de.. 6 of us (albert, pam, daph, weimin, mingyong and i) rode under the scorching sun from 3 till the sky turned dark.. returned to the bike shop at ard 8.. real shag man.. knees wobbly.. we are like old pple.. butts and knees aching.. but its an exciting experience!! cars and lorries past by us.. scary at times when u see long trucks pass by... luckily its in e dae time.. unlike the first time i tried cycling outside.. hah,.. still remembered it was with s09.. we cycled till 4 am to changi airport.. all of us were so scared coz we had no choice but to continue coz we were on expressways.. will always rem that.. haha.. yest was the second time i cycled outside along the roads... but dink it was safer than e first time.. coz we cycled on pathways.. and not against traffic at any time.. we took a long route to changi village..coastal route..safra golf course.. past by airport..changi north then south..took photos with planes at the back.. though i dunnoe whether the planes were captured.. the roads were v long.. like never ending..and there was once when i nearly lost control of my bike and this super long vehicle passed by me... dunnoe why i was jus let go my feet from the support for a few seconds..dink i was a little shocked when the vehicle whooshed past me.. so near us and really intimidating.. weimin was jus behind me.. he was shocked by me losing grip.. another time i scared them was when i din see a long vehicle turning into the road on our left.. three of them were on the other side waiting for me albert and mingyong.. i nearly knocked into if i din brake in time.. scary!! they were like shouting at me and phew!! i realised it in time.. my god.. i scared them twice.. better be careful the next time.. haha.. finally we reached changi v where we bought drinks ... oh yes.. we did something we havent done for a long time!! swing!! at changi beach park.. shiok man... 回味童年.. haha.. the way back was much faster.. past by selarang camp bedok camp changi prison via loyang ave.. and finally when we saw expo.. we were so happy!!! coz we were jus 20 mins to east coast.. haha.. butts having abrasion liaoz by then.. but its indeed fun!! another memorable experience of my life.. thanx to all who made my day!!! cheers~~ gonna meet up with nj classmates this evening.. long time neva had a class gathering.. but i dink not everyone can make it.. its always hard to get everyone down for a gathering.. anw.. look forward to catching up with old frenz~~ be back soon!!

2005-05-01T05:28:00.000+08:00

yeahzz!!!!!! freedom at last!! had my last paper yest.. stats paper.. haiz..its the first maths paper in my life that i neva complete.. i mean neva touch some parts at all.. for major exams.. not including small tests.. i mean damn major exams.. shit lah..neva complete 10 marks and realise got careless mistakes and wrong ans too.. dunnoe wat's wrong with me this semalways careless and cock eye.. damn sad!! :( that added up to another 10 over marks.. i realli pin all my hope on this paper... jus feel dat i have to do well for maths paper... btu now.. hope that it will not be gone like dat.. but neverthelss.. enjoyed myself after the paper.. went town with my classmates.. ate lunch at pastamania at scotts.. then shopped ard.. bought a belt and a top.. then ate at far east.. bought the cheesy curry chicken at e stall beside the taiwan shiling stall.. and sat at the bench at the entrance of far east.. sitting there without having to think of anything is so shuang!! heaven.. and jus sat there to chat... saw yayi and wendy!! long time no see.. spent 8 hours in all in town.. 8 hours!!! amazing.. small thigh a bit suan now... haha.. shall anticipate more outings in the hols!! pam din mange to get chalet.. sad.. nvm.. maybe go sentosa next mon or tues.. and ktv on fri.. yeahz.. these r plans for next week :)

2005-04-19T12:51:00.000+08:00

feeling sleepy and lazy again.. no life man.. everyday go lib.. comeback hall.. use comp for a while.. sleep .. wake up .. take pam's car.. enter lib 2.. and a new day starts... everyday is jus routine.,. cant wait for hols to be here!!!!!! so many things wanna do.. ktv!! haha.. shopping.. swimming... running to cut away all e fats accumulating.. getting fatter by e dae.. my tutee's aunt also said.. "u seem to have gained some fats ar,.. ur face".. sianz.. i have a fat and rd face!! though pple always sae when gals past 21... face will surely slim down.. haha.. shall see 2 yrs down e rd.. if dat happens to me.. haha.. ok i am gng mad..

i got a shock of my life todae .. when my fren asked if i noe someone from nj who has passed away.. he has abt e same name as someone we noe.. realli damn shocked.. shocked dat i wasnt able to speak for moments.. in e end realised dat he wasnt e one she was toking abt.. choy!!! He is from nj and rv.. wanna say may the person who passed away rest in peace.. ok.. shall tok abt something light..

well.. todae weimin and daph said we have 2 FYPs in our uni education.. and e fyp we noe has become optional.. for acctg pple.. e other one.. guess wat? FIND YOUR PARTNER..duhz.. dey were saying this fyp is a 3/4 yr course.. those who have found theirs before coming ntu wld be exempted.. so those who managed to find theirs wld pass fyp.. wow.. dink many have passed le.. so to all bachelorettes and bachelors ~~ lets gambate! hope we can pass our FYP!! toking cock again..

2005-04-07T12:26:00.000+08:00

went lib again todae.. read abt 3 chapts of marketing.. wah.. sianz.. have been gng to lib for a few daes le.. mug with e study gang.. daphne, thu huong, pam, weimin, albert and sharmaine.. out of the nine of us onli e few of us stay hall.. guess lib 2 is becoming our second home le.. no choice got to get away fr the evil tool- laptop! haha.. gonna go reformat my laptop one dae.. or rather repair it.. jus v slow and keeps hanging.. now cant even send files on msn.. hopeless.. okok.. cant keep scolding it.. later it hang on me again .. these three daes are damn tiring.. sleep at 2 plus or 3 .. and wake up at ard 7 plus.. 8.. gonna become panda liaoz.. hope this period get over soon.. exams sux man.. i realli got no motivation and focus le.. dunnoe how i study last time.. dink i stil had it in st nix.. and it jus declined over e yrs.... sianz.. and my life is jus without aim.. u ask me wat i want in life? i jus dunnoe.. i dun plan for e future .. no goals.. no ambition.. live life aimlessly.. wat i am doing?? i dunnoe.. jus waiting for e dae when my mind *dings*... and noe wat i want in life... rite now.. its jus a simple wish.. to lead a happy life.. laugh dae by dae.. laughing is healthy.. so wheneva u feel stressed jus take things easy and laugh.. i am serious... there was once i saw on tv... there is this laughing club .. cant rem which country is it.. they learn diff ways of laughing and e activities they do is jus laughing.. they hold hands and leave them up and sae 1..2..3.. laugh...wahhahahaa... funni rite.. coz laughing is healthy.. ok.. dink i am mad.. dunnoe if u all understand wat i am writing.. having headache now.. betta go bathe..

jus feel like posting this.. love this song.. wow if anyone can sing it as nice as him.. dat will be so romantic!!.. haha..

Forever Love

曲：王力宏 | 词：王力宏/十方/何启宏/于景雯 | 编：王力宏

爱你不是因为你的美而已我越来越爱你
每个眼神触动我的心因为你让我看见
Forever 才了解自己未来这些日子
要好好珍惜爱我有些痛苦有些不公平
如果真的爱我不是理所当然的决定
感到你的呼吸在我耳边像微风神奇
温柔的安抚我的不安定
所以我~要每天研究你的笑容 Ooh 多么自然

Forever love Forever love
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以后你会是所有幸福的理由

爱情是场最美最远的旅行沿途雨季泥泞
偶尔阻碍我们的前进感到你的体温在我怀里
像阳光和煦巧妙的融化我的不安定不可思议
证明我爱你的理由 Ooh 多么自然

你感动的眼睛我沉默的声音彷佛就是最好的证明
就让我在说一次 I love you oh (直到永远)

Forever Love Forever Love Forever Love
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以后你会是所有幸福的理由

Forever Love Forever Love Forever Love

2005-04-07T12:15:00.000+08:00

yest pon marketing.. first time pon tut.. ok.. u may sae once onli.. haha.. but i do feel weird not going.. though there are many times i dun feel like going for 830 tut.. but in e end still..its jus weird lah if i dun go.. and yest din go.. went to have lunch with sj ..wy.. tf frog! and stupid jack.. haha.. long time neva meet up with them le.. went decaffeo cafe to eat.. had a nice tok and watched e eye10.. funni lame and silly show.. haha.. though i got frightened twice.. scared myself.. e ghosts not scary de.. funni in fact..jus that there r parts when the music made us anticipate something scary to happen.. so got frightened when ghosts appeared suddenly.. but its not those kind that will have after effects lah.. definitely.. lame and simple plot.. can concisder watching if u wanna have some cheap thrill.. haha..
well.. its nice to catch up with old frenz.. hope can get more pple e next time we have gathering.. :)

2005-03-29T10:23:00.000+08:00

yeah!!! feel a sense of relief finally.. now dat my last presentation is over! haha.. so happy.. so now its 100% on exams.. v scared.. have been so lost during tuts lately.. dun understand a lot of stuff.. jialat.. really need a tutor man! haha.. i seem to have the concentration long long time ago.. have forgot how to mug le.. when i read things go out from e right and exit from the other side.. dunnoe which side it enters and exits though.. ok..haha i trying to be funni.. pardon me lah.. esp during such a stressed peroid.. gonna study else where except the room man.. e comp is an evil tool!! msn.. so gonna go lib or tut rms to study.. really got to buck up on everything man..

haiz.. dunnoe what's wrong with me.. is my heart made of stone? no wonder pple always sae i have a stone face.. maybe i got a stone heart also.. haha.. dunnoe lah.. but to sae that my heart did not soften at all is a lie.. okok.. i am crapping.. gonna go sleep le.. still v full.. had lunch at 2 plus.. shall take a nap first before hving dinner.. off to lala land le.. buaiz..

~ sometimes we may feel happiness is far ..coz we need something we called fAte to bring us there~ u agree??

2005-03-22T13:57:00.000+08:00

haha.. dink my blog is a fortnight diary.. write once every 2 weeks.. paiseh.. last week was a busy week.. 2 tests and a marketing project presentation.. me and my groupmates went to make our own t shirt for our project.. actually the shirt is a giordano shirt.. coz we wanna print our design on a polo t.. but the shop at jp doesnt have white polo t le.. and somemore one polo t costs 23.. so went to get giordano shirt.. the design is super nice.. it was designed by my groupmate.. thu huong.. she is v artistic.. likes drawing so much.. jus like my sis.. can jus sit there and keep drawing non-stop.. art is definitely not something i am gd at... not only i flung in it.. haha.. that makes me wonder wat talent i have.. i have always wondered wat is my strengths.. wat talents i have.. haha.. but nothing eva comes to my mind when that question pops into my mind.. ok.. maybe good at forgetting stuff??? haha.. ok.. crap.. See ar.. take my cousins for eg.. both are in st nix.. one is gd at gymnastics.. one is a great runner!!!! People always say everyone is talented in their own ways.. but am i the exceptional? Not that i have low self esteem or wat.. but frankly speaking.. i cant think of any gd things! Music.. i dunno how to play the piano.. i have always envied ppl who noes how to play the piano.. violin??? haha.. how wld i noe how to play it? i onli noe how to play the pipa and recorder.. though i learnt how to play pipa in chinese orchestra.. but i took 4 yrs to jus be an ave player.. so its nothing much.. its not something inborn.. sports? i like to play sports.. but i am definitely not talented in this area.. if i am .. i wld be like my cousin .. win so many medals in so numerous events throughout her sch yrs..i still believe everyone is talented in something.. maybe i have not discovered mine.. have u?

2005-03-11T11:30:00.000+08:00

sI zhu MINYAN~~HAppI bDAe to u.. happi bdae to u... happi bdae to minyan.. happi bDAe to u..hehe.. long time neva had a good gathering with u and e rest le... hope u enjoyed urself todae.. may ur dreams come true!!!

2005-03-10T01:53:00.000+08:00

me in my fren's now.. half an hour le.. my other grpmates still not here.. so decided to blog.. these few daes everyone slept late... and next week is a xiong week for everyone.. we can survive!!! 1 presentation and 2 quizzes... and we finally came up with a marketing idea when we r supposed to present next week...
ok.. enuff of all dat...
hAppi bDAe PAmela!!!! went swensens at jp last night with classmates to celebrate her bdae.. first time trying the ice cream cake there.. mango ice cream cake.. nice... haha.. ok me sua ku.. time jus flies.. wat does it feel like to b 20? soon it will be my turn.. haha.. 5 mths down e rd.. looking back .. 2 decades of happy and sad times.. there are so many things that we cant express by typing.. but i feel dat i am one who forgets sad stuff easily.. i jus wanna remember the happy moments.... does it mean that i am a person who runs away from problems? There r times when i try to recall the events that happened in the past... i have very vague memory..dat's why i am afraid that r happy moments which have slipped out of my mind le.. its nice to look thru photos to recollect them.. sometimes i can spend quite some time looking at the same photos over and over again ... to picture what has happened then.. this is one of the reasons why i like to take photos..ok gtg le.. grpmates came le.. off to projects.. haiz..

2005-02-27T17:14:00.000+08:00

yeah!!! haha.. finally went to swim todae.. swam 15 laps.. so shuang! the weather was jus nice for swimming.. thick clouds to block us from e sunlight.. and before that there was some drizzle so it was not at all hot.. i am too dark le cant afford to get any darker... haha.. tml is ktv and shopping dae! so happi.. have this craving for singing these few daes.. guess i am a little addicted to ktv le..

Haiz.. i dunnoe whether i am doing e rite stuff and wat r my exact tots... am i doing e wrong thing..wat shld i do next.. or jus leave things as it is..shun qi zi ran? jus confused~~

2005-02-19T16:37:00.000+08:00

wow.. hols is here le.. but this time hols seems like another hectic sch week.. got marketing projects to do.. homework to do.. and definitely need to read up on the chapters that i din touch at all.. esp marketing.. so many things to do! got to buck up man.. todae's test stunned me.. sianz.. totally drained after it.. wat kind of mcq test is dat.. so difficult!!! dink its my fault too.. dink din study well enuff.. so concepts not clear.. but there are qns i am quite sure of the steps but jus cant get any of the options.. e funy thing is the tutor went out of the room in e middle of e test.. haha.. like giving us a chance rite.. and immediately when the door closed ,, everyone laughed.. so funni.. look at each other and give that cheeky look on our faces.. wow then there comes all e discussion.. and i gave my fren my whole ans sheet lah.. he jus copied my ans.. hope i wun cause him to fail.. wahah.. now i shall go see if i pass or fail.. ans out le..

2005-02-15T10:23:00.000+08:00

haha.. saw this at farhana's blog.. try for fun.

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2005-02-14T14:34:00.000+08:00

wahaha... wun wait till next yr then blog lah.. anw.. HapPi New YeaR!!!!! hehe.. though its a bit late to blog this.. went msia to celebrate cny .. second time in my life watching firecrackers.. cool! The first time was when i was very young.. think before i enter pri sch... dat time it was not banned in msia.. now though it is banned.. at 12 midnight of the first dae of new yr every yr..the sound of the crackers can be heard everywhere... realli can feel the new year atmosphere..diff fr spore.. if we start.. dink police will come running after us le.. msia police heck care de.. wanna catch also too many to catch le.. haha.. fun to watch firecrackers! hehe.. ok i sua gu.. coz i also din go chinatown to watch mah.. well.. its very fun to gather with cousins again.. usual activity -- play cards! we would hide in the room... while my parents grandma and uncles and aunties are asleep.. and try to keep our voices down while playing..we would play basketball in e dae time.. damn fun! though the space is small and i am the eldest and yet the lousiest player.. its wonderful time spent laughing away and being laughed at... haha.. haiz..my cousins .. 2 naughty boys wld laugh at me for not knowing how to dribble well.. haha.. my youngest cousin wld sit there acting as the referee.. but she wld end up laughing at us and not knowing wat has happened.. dunnoe who has fouled... diaoz... really nice to stay there... though there are houseflies and mosquitoes but the life there is not as fast paced as here.. dun feel e pressure when u look at the surroundings.. the trees.. fruits.. vege.. chickens.. peaceful.. and so many pple living tog... more re nao.. family warmth... aiya.. ok enuff for cny...
tml is vdae.. may all those in love be in love foreva... be sweet foreva... those who havent found their darling.. he or she will appear soon...or maybe he or she has appeared but has not expressed his luv to u... anw.. you qing ren zhong cheng juan shu... HappY VaLenTiNes' DAe!!

2005-01-31T17:56:00.000+08:00

i am back again~~~ long time no see.. hehe.. one month has passed since sch started.. damn scary!!! Sometimes i jus wish i can stop e clock for a while.. especially happy times.. and scared of growing old.. afraid of losing loved ones as i grow old.. have been thinking abt this these few daes.. i am indeed grateful for all the things that i have in my life.. all the important people in my life.. showering so much care and concern upon me.. wat more shld i ask for? i dun want to complain and grumble.. coz i noe i have all that i need.. i wanna cherish all dat i have... and live life to the fullest with my loved ones...
Firstly.. my family..my parents ..without them i wun be able to enjoy wat i have now..i wld not have existed!! They brought me to this world to see beautiful and ugly things.. taught me different perspectives.. They are the ones who will always be there..taking care of me when i am unwell.. giving me sound advices.. which i oppose at times.. though i noe that listening to them will neva go wrong.. they noe the best for me.. though i always give a bu shuang face when i hear them nag... i noe they care.. though i am the eldest.. it seems that my sis is always looking out for me.. instead of me looking out for her.. and i may be cold towards her in certain situations.. but i noe that she is the best sis that one can eva have.. i doubt these words wld eva come out of my mouth... like wat peiwen says .. i dun express my love openly..realli beyond wat words can say... i jus wanna say i luv them!!!!
Next.. these wonderful angels came into my life and left beautiful memories which i will neva forget.. buddies for life!!!!!! These are the people who added colours to my everything.. and shaped my character and made me wat i am now.. my st nix buddies.. linda peiwen shuyang 2 peishans.. canoe gals.. nj clique.. yufang shijia wanying minyan.. and lots more.. everyone who have left footsteps in my life... these people picked me up from where i fell... the little things that they do touched my heart.. its not jus the great things,.. the little things that add up day by day forming into a complete picture of friendship and love.. without them.. i dunnoe how i can survive till todae.. i wanna say a big thank you to all of them!! and a big huGGG~~~~~~ and sorry too.. if i have been insensitive or have neglected any one.. or been mean to u..

I wanna keep everyone close to heart... and cherish wateva i have now.. my philosophy--luv wat u have in life!!!

Being optimistic is a big step towards winning a battle against all odds~~~

2005-01-18T18:00:00.000+08:00

wah..i almost had to reformat my laptop yest.. scary! despite many attempts of logging in the laptop jus dun wanna log in and get to the main windows screen.. and the inter hall photos dat me and linda took are in my comp! no backup! .. and i havent sent over the ic for it.. haiz all my fault.. i kana funny exe virus long long time ago.. but din manage to get rid of it.. so jus leave it there in my comp.. so wheneva i have a new contact the file will be automatically sent over to him or her.. sianz.. then two daes ago.. my fren received the funny exe file from me..so advised me to use his symantec antivirus .. dat's the antivirus dat will remove "funny" virus! i tried going to the website last time.. the steps were so complicated.. and everyone was telling me if i dun follow them properly my comp will crash,.. and dat my comp will crash sooner or later iff i got the virus.. but it survived for so long.. so i tot nothing will go wrong.. yupz then i used his cd.. before installing i uninstalled mcafee antivirus.. and i forgot his advise to disconnect from internet! so dink it was the few mins when virus creeped in... :( so even when i installed syamntec antivirus.. and cleared the funny virus.. other viruses already attacked my comp... i was so silly so happy dat i cleared the funny virus... and continue using the comp happily... until yest afternoon came back from lunch.. discovered dat horrible fact.. cant even get to windows main screen.. noe something is v wrong... called 8 flags and they say most prob got to reformat.. sianz... i cant lose all my photos !!! surely kana scolding lor..i din even noe why virus wld get in .. when i got the better antivirus le.. and thanks to everyone who tried to think of solutions to help.. my toilet mate also kana virus.. and she got her buddy and frenz to come repair our comps.. really great thx to them.. spent so much time installing everything all over again and recovering my files.. shen2! comp engin pple really zai! haha..
moral of the story..disconnect from internet while uninstalling antivirus!!! and not to open exe files!!!

2005-01-15T17:38:00.000+08:00

today or rather yest.. woke up at 750 .. usually wake up at 730 de.. sianz coz lesson at 830.. lay on my bed for 2 hour plus before falling asleep.. arhz.. its damn terrible.. so in e end slept ard 4 i dink.. coz pw went out to tok with with fren at ard 1 plus then came back ard 3.. we toked a bit coz i still couldn't get to sleep.. went to watch cheerleading before dat.. it was so fun to watch.. some halls were so cool.. of course including hall 1.. the stunts were gd.. though i couldnt catch the whole of hall1's performance coz i was blocked by a few pple in front of me.. but the judges weird leh.. many felt dat hall2 was gd.. also neva get into top 3.. anw really felt dat hall 1 did well... cheers to them! many were disappointed coz last yr they were the champs..but no matter wat.. everyone has done their best..

yest after first lesson- marketing tutorial.. went out with class to eat at imm.. we had 2 drivers.. haha.. i sat in pamela's car.. she is steady leh.. my third time sitting fren's car.. not counting to and fro lah... first time was wendy's then farhana's .. seems like everyone has license.. dink my class only me and sharmaine dun have.. haha.. aiya.. jus feel dat no car for me to drive mah.. so dun learn first lor.. haha wait for pple to drive me ard.. anw had a fun time outside.. luv my class! haha.. i mean my last sem classmates.. getting more united and closer each dae..

new sKiN~~

2005-01-14T18:21:00.000+08:00

heyoz.. jus changed a new skin... nice? v cute rite.. hehe.. haiz the previous skin not available le.. but nvm now found a cute one to replace..

can gd frenz remain as pure gd frenz 4 eva?

2005-01-13T06:27:00.000+08:00

oh yar.. suddenly feel like penning this tot down.. is it true that 2 pple of opp sex who r very close frenz will always end up together? pple sae a couple wld usually start out as very good frenz.. i have always believed in dat.. but i have seen quite a few who wanna remain as frenz in fear of destroying the friendship between them..friendship can last 4eva but it does not always apply to a relationship.. it is true dat if they get together and break up one dae.. they will neva be able to be like before.. be as close as before..from a stage whereby both can tok abt anything under the sun to a sad ending when both do not even acknowledge each other when they see each other.. but then does this mean that 2 v close frenz cant be together? i am jus puzzled .. then how do ppl get together?

2005-01-13T05:53:00.000+08:00

harlow.. me back again! heez.. these few daes nothing much to write abt.. except dat i got 2 part-time tutors.. for accounting and statistics.. the stats teacher damn funni lor.. he is the teacher and yet doesnt noe how to use this software called spss which is suppose to help us in our homework..he even claimed dat he used to use it quite frequently and now forgot how to use le.. so we jus rot our time away lar.. fancy we sitting there trying to figure out for him!!.. after abt 15 mins then managed to get it rite.. dink he is retired le.. maybe over 60 yrs old le.. seems like those kinda tutor who will get bullied by students.. and in e end our whole class is using msn!! happily engaging in our conversations and waiting for the boring lesson to be over soon.. thinking of wat to eat for lunch.. wahaha.. dink many pple wld be ponning stats lec and tut in the future.. haha..

2005-01-05T16:19:00.000+08:00

me here again.. heez.. jus now went for softball match.. today's match was so exciting! i was fielding for the first inning.. coz many pple not there at that time.. the inning ended fast.. hall 12 managed to score 1..they were so fast! It seemed that our batters' balls will land in the chao zai3 shortstop's hands as soon as the ball leaves the bat.. e moment the ball lands in her hands.. in a few seconds it will reach first base! Damn swift! No matter how fast our batters run .. the ball will reach the first base before they run thru the base.. dat's why the inning ended fast with 3 of our batters being strike out fast.. In the second inning, they managed to score one more.. all of them seem so pro.. can bat so far.. some of us were commenting that they r guys not gals! (from their built too..) Despite all these.. our players managed to stop them from scoring in the third inning..all of them put up a tough fight man!! of coz the same thing replayed... with their swift movements.. the inning ended fast.. we reserves and supporters jus kept shouting and shouting.. cheering them on... Fortunately the game is not over yet.. with score at 2-0.. coz 1 and a half hour is not over yet.. get to play the 4th inning.. yeah!! everyone was so hopeful.. and finallYY.. they scored one and base 1 and base2 loaded!!! all thanks to one player's ball.. jyen.. her ball flew v far.. but at this point of time.. the sky was turning darker.. abt 7 plus le...it was rather hard to see the ball.. that was quite a disadvantage to them.. and harder to pass, pick and catch ball .. haiz.. they went to tell arm it is dangerous to play in the dark!!!! After some discussion.. the arm decided to stop the game and we lost.. if it had continued.. they wld have have brought 2 more back home..but nvm.. they have tried their best.. the spirit was gd today!! we freshies were saying if we were to continue stay hall1 then gotta train well and play again next yr!! haha... fun game! Hope can get to play again soon..

1st dae of sch..

2005-01-04T04:44:00.000+08:00

wah.. the lecturer for stats is best.. cant catch wat he is toking.. i can only catch a few words when he has already spoken a few sentences!! Haiz .. are all stats lecturer like dat?? like wat linda said .. for last sem the lec also cmi..e china accent.. this one hmm.. indian? mus really concentrate b4 u can get wat he is saying.. but eventually ended up toking to yps again.. hw also cant catch either though she was so attentive.. wahaha.. when abt 15 mins passed.. this guy stood up from his seat, carried his stuff.. and headed for the 1st door... but u noe wat.. the door was locked! The best part was he shook his head and moved up to the 2nd door.. it was locked too!! haha... then he bo bian went all e way up..exit by the main entrance at e top.. dat's how pathetic!! 15 mins enuff to get pple leaving fr the lt.. haha.. i understand why they say stats can study on ur own.. tml is the makeup lec for next week's stats.. wah.. dun feel like gng leh... sianz.. hope marketing lec later is better.. haha.. or else tues can be off dae for me liaoz.. wahha..

2005-01-02T15:06:00.000+08:00

hAppI NeW yEaR to all!! 2004 ended with tragedy.. the weather for the past 2 daes was especially bad...cold and no new year atmosphere at all.. the death toll jus dun stop increasing.. once the radio or tv is on, we will hear reports abt the tsunami victims... it seems that at the end of every year there will be something bad happening.. cHoY*** last yr.. anita mui passed away due to cancer.. this year is the worst in my 19 yrs so far.. lets all say a little prayer for the victims.. hope everything will be fine soon~~

I received an sms last night.. it says " Like birds, let us leave behind wat we don't need to carry- Grudges
Sadness
Pain
Fear and Regrets.
Fly light. Life is beautiful! Happy New Yr!" Wow!!! This is the spirit we should have as we embrace 2005.. leave behind all e worries and unhappiness .. continue life with a smile :)

MY 5-dAY week~~ sianzzz...

SubjectType IndexNumber ClassType Group Day Time Venue Remark
AA101 00007 LEC LE1 THURS 1630-1830 MLT Wk1-13
TUT 7 MON 1030-1230 TR145A Wk1-13
AB102 00150 SEM 17 FRI 1330-1630 S3-SR3 Wk1-13
AB103 00159 LEC LE1 TUES 0830-1030 LT1A Wk1-13
TUT 4 MON 1230-1430 ITL6 Wk2,7,12
TR127 Wk1,3-6,8-11,13
AB112 00315 LEC LE1 TUES 1430-1630 LT1A Wk1-13
TUT 27 FRI 0830-1030 TR132 Wk1-13
HT101 21559 LEC LL WED 1530-1730 TR102 Wk1-13
TUT T2 TUES 1630-1730 TR99 Wk1-13

which means.. mon fr 1030 to 230, tues 830 - 630, wed 330- 530, thurs 430- 630, fri 830 - 430
Hope i can survive next sem.. with tuition and ge.. arh.. seems so packed... kampatei!!

2004-12-31T08:31:00.001+08:00

yozzie diary!!! finally start blogging again.. it has been abt 2 yrs since i last blogged le...suddenly had the urge to blog. =) well yest had a gathering at kps's house. Glad to see whole bunch of us get together..kps, yps, lao bu, linda and me.. haiz too bad hw cant come.. busy with IH..had a fun time at her house! sang ktv songs.. played with jiayi who's this small boi onli 4 yrs old.. keep calling me auntie!! even though i din wear specs yest.. haha.. but in the end called linda they all auntie too!! indeed a kid who's obessed with nCredibles.. he has the whole set of characters.. and we jus spent our time "fighting" with his toys... or rather him.. wahaha.. miss the daes when i was a kid... when we jus live in our world .. eat- sleep- play.. those were the daes without any worries...being naive and happy go lucky.. so if i were a parent one dae i wld give my kids wonderful childhood memories..coz time realli flies..before u noe it, it's gone.. dat's y i like taking photos!! hehe.. photos help u recall the wonderful moments.. hehe.. got photos fr kps yest.. those we took at sentosa.. and some others at ktv sessions.. toking abt sentosa.. haha.. me pw and linda were the onli ones wearing swimming costume at the beach.. haha..i was wondering whether i wld eva dare to wear a bikini... these are some we took ..

2004-12-31T08:30:00.000+08:00

familiar? resembles ren wo au you rite? heez.. =p

2004-12-31T08:29:00.000+08:00

2004-12-31T08:28:00.000+08:00

cheese~~

me got to go sch tml again when i jus came back yest! sianzz... got to take photos for volleyball matches tml.. and play softball tml... softball quaterfinals.. jia you jia you!! dink batting is so stressful during a match.. opponents will start shouting at u .."swINNGGG.. swing bAtter!! swing ur bat" hoping u will swing e bat and miss e ball.. to cost u a strike..hehe me not gd enuff so not batting onli fielding.. phew! din noe todae got training todae.. stupid me.. feel quite bad leh.. neva go down..anw tml mus be alert if i were to field tml.. kampatei hall 1!

~~may the missing tsunami victims be safe~~