2nd time at bugis this week... went there with dan and his frenz yest..b4 dat went paradiz to sing ktv .. 2nd time singing this week too... b4 dat sang with pam they all.. todae went bugis with linda, kps and jiayi- kid whom kps's mum looks after... well i was in bag mood todae... haha kept looking at bags till jiayi complained that i keep looking at bags.. boring him to death.. haha.. was intending to buy a bag for sch use.. handbag and waist pouch... din manage to get handbag.. nvm shall find another dae to get one.. quite sian of my current orange bag.. spent money again.. when i not employed.. haiz.. realli hope my savings can last till i graduate.. have used up all my money earned at motorola and espirit.. jialat rite... holidays has always been e time i spend e most money..coz when sch reopen will be lazy to leave ntu.. so wun shop often..

was pondering over this again...as we grow older... e number of pple u meet in ur life increases.. but it seems dat e number of of pple who accompany u thruout ur life seems to decrease... i mean frenz ard u... its like u r at a train station.. there r many routes u can take...many pple at the station.. only a certain proportion will be taking the same route as u... but many of them will alight at diff stops as u.. new passengers will board along the way and alight at diff stops ultimately.. onli a few pple will stay with u all e way till e end.. e final destination.. in life onli ur loved ones .. pple whom trust u and u trust will accompany u to e end... even our parents may alight at diff stop coz by e time we reach the end of our lifetime they wld not b ard.. they r e ones who board e train from e start to the time they can longer continue before they alight... so got to cherish the time they have with us... acquaintances are those who jus board and alight after one or 2 stops..coz e route we have in mind r diff...though the final destination may be e same in e end... buddies are those who stayed till e end even though they may board at diff times diff stops... its hard to find frenz who have e same goals and dreamz.. or despite having diff ideals but out of love and care, willing to watch u work towards ur dreamz.. giving u support and encouragement along e way... pick u up wheneva u fall...trust and believe u when others dun... these r e onli pple who will accompany u till e end of the journey...there are many things that cld happen on the train ride.. which may cause pple to have a change of route and alight the train.. sometimes we need to encounter some probs along the way to see who are e ones who do not alight no matter wat.. and go thru the probs with u.. i have heard a few stories that made me feel sad..pple whom u noe for long or pple u trust decided to have a change of route and did something bad to u out of greed forgetting the ties that were formed... this leads me to dink of e outside world.. i mean e working world where many pple cannot b trusted... this is wat i have been told by many.. even close frenz whom u tot wld acc u till e end turn against u for personal gains... i have not experienced anything like dat and dink i have not been thru enuff ... jus wanna cherish pple who have accompanied all the way till this point of my life...pple always sae buddiez whom u have made in sch r frenz for life.. coz when u enter into e working life.. colleagues can neva b frenz... always feel sad when i hear this.. y r pple so selfish? y cant pple be simple and make life simple by not hurting pple ard u... cant life be as beautiful as wat we imagine? realli scared when i dink of all these..

well... jus wanna sae its e tough times when u get to see who r ones who acc u till e end...luv my buddiez and family!!