woke up at 7 plus todae.. jus finished part on my 213 report.. so pathetic right.. have to wake up so early to do report.. *yawns*..
at my grandma's house in msia now.. came to visit her with my family and sao3 mu4 too.. yest night went my grandma relative's bdae celebration.. my 11th time eating catered buffet this year.. including all the 21st bdae parties i have attended.. she is 95 yrs old.. cute old granny.. she would ask u whose child u are coz she has so many of her own grandchildren to remember.. aftera few moments when she sees u .. she wld ask again.. as though she has neva seen u before.. so funny.. then she start to hold ur hands and hug u and sae grown so big le.. and look at my father.."wah.. ur kids!! so big le... got bf? .." blah blah.. so funny... dink when i grow old.. i may become like her .. forget everything in a few moments.. and start asking the saem thing again.. since i am so forgetful and senile at such a young age now.. when i look at her.. i feel happy for her.. so many pple to care fro her.. so i feel its good to have a big family.. when u r old .. u will have many children and grandchildren to acc u.. its the warm and cosy feeling.. even when a person pass away.. if his or her family is big .. there will be many pple "sending" him or her off.. like my grandpa.. when he passed away.. during the funeral it jus struck my mind that thouh it is sad that he has left us.. i am happy for him that there are so many ppl ard to care for him and attend his wake .. coz he has many siblings.. imagine a person without close ones ard..no one even noes that he or she has left this world.. having a big family is good... but nowadays families are getting smaller.. ok.. y am i toking abt this..


oh yar.. yest morning was scary..nearly cant enter msia yest.. guess wat? coz of my passport photo.. which doesnt look like me.. the last time i came in was during chi new year .. the officer wrote a comment below the passport chop that time.."CHANGE PHOTO" .. but i forgot all about it and din dink they would be so serious.. this time the officer stared at me for quite some time and showed me the comment.. asked me "why din u change photo?".. "when are u going to change?" as if she gonna eat me up.. i replied "i will change it as soon as possible when i get back to spore." But her face is still as black. My dad appeared and said sorry to the officer and said we are only coming for one dae.. said sorry for a few times then she reluctantly chopped.. jus before i went to let the officer chop.. my dad was saying he purposely slot the form in bet other pages of the passport not to let the officer see the comment on the next page..said if they were strict they wld ask me abt it and not let me enter.. and it realli " came true" .. diaoz.. my fault also lah.. they of coz have the right not to let me pass coz it wld mean i neva take their words seriously when they warned me b4... so moral of the story.. cant rebutt govt officers.. or else tehy have every right to detain us or what eva they wanna do with us.. come to dink of it.. i have changed a lot from what i looked liek in teh photo.. that was taken when i was sec one or two i dink.. was wearing specs that time.. short hair.. realli 180 degrees transformation.. haha.. actually many ppl have said that i changed a lot since sec sch.. well.. dink many ppl have changed a lot too..in terms of dressing.. the way they carry themselves.. became more feminine.. hmm.. how have i changed?