my wish now is for my grandma to recover soon... for her inflammed lungs to recover.. then wun be so stressful on her heart.. so scary to hear that her heart beat rise to 170 in the afternoon.. i dink she mus be struggling very hard these few daes.. but noe she is a strong woman.. she will pull thru.. by making the decision to operate on her knee cap shows her determination to stand up and walk well.. so she will pull thru.. still remembered the last time i felt so overwhelmed by fear was when my late granddad choked.. todae was the same.. drastic change frm the time when i went to see her in the morning and she was rather alright and the time when i went from suntec to visit her after receiving call fr my mum that her condition seems not right.. too overwhelmed with fear when i see her gasping for air through the oxygen mask.. now that her breathing is back to normal and heart beat back to acceptable range.. everyone is feeling relieved.. jus pray that her lungs quickly recover so that no more complications can occur.. so that her breathing would not be so difficult .. such a great granny.. may grandpa watch over her.. may god bless her to overcome all these soon... thanks kps linda peiwen for ur concern.. sorri for not being to continue shopping with u guys this afternoon.. long time neva go out as a grp le.. and thanks dear for coming all e way down.. luv u guys~~