"stole" shijia's flickr album idea.. heez.. always dink its nice wheneva i visit her blog... so go make my own.. well todae went to see my grandma todae too.. she can eat todae and dun need oxygen mask le.. but still seems very tired ..maybe coz there are too visitors todae..neva rest properly.. hope she can recuperate soon..

my wish now is for my grandma to recover soon... for her inflammed lungs to recover.. then wun be so stressful on her heart.. so scary to hear that her heart beat rise to 170 in the afternoon.. i dink she mus be struggling very hard these few daes.. but noe she is a strong woman.. she will pull thru.. by making the decision to operate on her knee cap shows her determination to stand up and walk well.. so she will pull thru.. still remembered the last time i felt so overwhelmed by fear was when my late granddad choked.. todae was the same.. drastic change frm the time when i went to see her in the morning and she was rather alright and the time when i went from suntec to visit her after receiving call fr my mum that her condition seems not right.. too overwhelmed with fear when i see her gasping for air through the oxygen mask.. now that her breathing is back to normal and heart beat back to acceptable range.. everyone is feeling relieved.. jus pray that her lungs quickly recover so that no more complications can occur.. so that her breathing would not be so difficult .. such a great granny.. may grandpa watch over her.. may god bless her to overcome all these soon... thanks kps linda peiwen for ur concern.. sorri for not being to continue shopping with u guys this afternoon.. long time neva go out as a grp le.. and thanks dear for coming all e way down.. luv u guys~~

yeah!!!! finally found a new skin for my blog!!! heez.. recommended by dear linda.. nice? leave comments abt it k... haa.. spent a few hours on this.. ok.. sounds a bit exaggerating.. but dink this template has a lot of stuff to change dats y need ao much time.. and somemore i have not done this for a long time.. not familiar with the html stuff.. well i have been wanting to change a new skin since a long time ago.. and i finally did it! haa..

well todae was a worry-for -nothing dae.. at first before exam was thu huong was asking me stuff abt EVA concept .. and tot i have got my concepts wrong.. but onli to noe act i jus learnt a long way.. but its coz jus one hour before exam everyone is tense and if u were to find out some concept that u have been trying hard to figure out and understand is wrong all along.. u wld panick.. i was so scared.. haaha... but thu huong and me realised i am jus doing the long way.. and luckily she made me understand the concept even better and i found a short way to compute EVA.. and u guess wat.. after clarification with frenz the previous night and with some practice coz it has been tested for previous years.. it turned out that it did not come out at all!!!!!! so all the worry that this may come out in the paper is not called for at all.. diaoz.. but although this did appear.. the paper wasnt v easy either.. in fact a little tough and always racing with time thruout the paper.. and another even scarier thing was that i tot i lost my beloved phone.. i onli found out just before exam...its realli abt one min before the paper starts... i was frantically looking under the desk and my eyes even traced the path in front of me.. with the hope of spotting a black pouch along the path.. but it jus seem so clean without anything that catches my eyes!! everyone is ready to flip over the paper anytime and start fighting the "war" and i am there panicking and freaking out.. recalling that i asked sharmaine to help me take my file and sweater while i take out 2 other books , my wallet, myHANDPHONE, pencil case and hairband out of my bag before entering the examination hall.. i jus remekmbered i took it out.. was thinking if i shld go out to check.. but i am jus so dumb not to leave the hall for jus a while to check if it is outside or even in my bag.. but i am jus so certain i took it into the hall that i din go check my bag.. and i jus stupily worry abt it while doing the paper and figuring out how to do qn 1 which was rather difficult.. think this realli affected my train of thoughts! i was thinking if i shld go out to check but i was afraid i had no time to do the paper.. and when the invigilator checked my matric card.. i asked her if she cld help me see if there was anyone who passed them a phone.. she jus trold me to check the lost and found box in front at the end of the exam.. and as time goes by... my anxiety faded though the thought of losing my hp wld suddenly come back to my mind.. haha sounds a bit stupid.. i neva lose my hp before.. and wld neva want to lose it.. so many stuff inside.. and got to spend money to buy a new one again.. and at the end of the paper.. told thu huong angeline they all i lost my hp.. and angeline went wth me to the front to check though she stongly felt that she remembered me not taking it out of my bag.. and of coz there wasnt any phone in the lost and found box.. when we went out of the examination hall.. we proceeded to our bags... and stupid me opened my bag and saw my turtle inside!! e turtle attache to my phone.. diaoz.. dink i am jus so stupid!! so many pple said i am so silly and stupid.. and i even tot of rushing thru the paper and go out before the last 15 mins of the paper to search for it outside thinking it mus be dropped along the way when i entered the hall.. giving up doing well for my paper jus because of my phone.. dink i jus cant stand losing stuff... e moment i lose anything i wld frantically search for it and will not stop until i found it.. dink i am jus weird.. r u like me? haha.. i am senile and sotong too.. maybe i am always called sotong and e more pple call me e more sotong i have become.,. wahhaha

so much for the hp.. after my paper todae.. i still 2 more papers!!!! sianz.. cant wait for 27th to arrive!! so many things to do after exam ends.. i got to take new photo and put it into my passport.. or else dunnoe wat will happen when i go msia the next time.. haha if u had read my previous entry u wld noe wat i am toking abt.. and i wanna shop for bag and clothes for attachment... shoes too.. stuck in ntu for so long le.. realli wanna go breathe the air outside.. wanna sing ktv... so deprived of it .. haha.. dats why i will suddenly sing when i hear nice songs while i am studying in e room.. well.. wanna enjoy after such a hectic semester.. and got to learn not to be a sotong anymore!! buaiz.. be back soon.. got to study for the next paper le.. jiayou everyone who still has exams~~~