these r e bookmarks for e gals... nice? i am so lousy at making their names that i wasted so much of the furry sticks.. must learn more fr kps man... haha..

turtle danz and turtle khaiz...

heez... cute?? taken at changing appetites before food is served~~

mErry cHristmAs everyone~~ this e season to be jolly falalala lala lala.. haha.. me in my grandma's house now.. in msia.. glad to see that she's ok now.. went marina square yest.. ate at changing appetites.. first time eating there.. cool man.. got nice couch there,, with cushion.. realli dun feel like leaving after sitting down.. glued there.. haha.. too comfortable.. and bought big head tortoise hp accessory with him at action city... so cute! shall upload the photo soon when i get back to spore.. watched chronicles of narnia.. nice show!! cool man.. a whole new exciting adventure awaiting the kids behind their wardrobe.. wonder how scriptwriters can have such good imagination... like e lion in the show... looks so awesome and really symbolizes power and protection over the pple.. gives pple e feeling that with him ard there's nothing to fear.. to be afraid of... sense of security..

well.. this is a special christmas to me.. after yest i felt that there r so many things i have to learn .. to improve on.. i wanna be a da4 fang1 de4 nu3 ren2..i tot i could.. and always i wld not feel anything of that sort until yest.. din noe y i cldnt control myself yest.. dunnoe wat went over me..jsu wanna let u noe i have neva doubted anything..neva doubted u.. my mum always tells me guys wld love their gal more if they are magnanimous.. sorri for making u worry and sad.. i wun dink too much too..i wanna be someone understanding and magnanimous...

finally completed e poke poke thingy i mentioned in my earlier post on sat.. hope he likes it :) completed stuff for buddiez too... haha.. linda though u guessed part of it correctly.. shall not post it now yet...mus be secretive mah...haha.. act i dink its nothing much...

i m back again! went pulau ubin with dear todae~ woke up at 8 in e morning and it was still raining .. luckily it stopped when while we were travelling there.. left hall at abt 830.. weihong yvonne cldnt join us coz they had something on.. dink it was my first time there.. and it was a cycling dae!! few months since i had a long cycling trip.. previous one was with classmates... nice feeling to be back to nature.. jus like the time i went with my family to cameron.. refreshing air... and real island getaway man.. get away from the city.. the polluted air we breathing everydae.. the busy city we face everydae.. concrete buildings ... fast pace here.. the good thing abt endulging in the beauty of nature is that u forget abt all ur problems.. worries.. anything at the back of ur mind... u jus put everything aside and enjoy wonderful moments with ur loved ones.. everyone may have diff ways of destressing .. some wld go to nature.. others club.. ktv.. anw cyling todae is fun and enriching! cycled ard the island and get the feel of kampong life.. jus like msia.. some of the houses there are like those in msia.. resembles my grandma's house..saw a few temples too... chickens.. dogs.. turtles in the ponds.. one of the temple was the German Girl Shrine... we went there to take a look coz dan said he heard a bit abt the gal's story.. she died when she was quite young.. abt 80 plus yrs ago.. it was during WW1.. she fell into a quarry while escaping.. after which pple buried her.. and many prayed for fortune... one of them struck lottery and to repay back .. he built the shrine for pple to remember her.. n give a proper place for pple to pray.. the surroundings are peaceful... nice patches of grass with a few dogs moving abt.. there was a newspaper article at the shrine.. it said though her bones were stolen.. pple still continued to travel all the way there to pray for good things.. another interesting place we stopped at was a house where a man in his 60s lives in... his family came to stay in mainland spore... he said he stayed there to grow herbs to save ppl's lives...czo spore cant grow.. he also sells drinks for a living.. amazing to see how pple love their simple life there though the place is rundown.. the customer service is superb too.. jus buying coconut drink there made us realise ubin is a place with world class service though its not at all modernized... shall come back soon.. sis wanna use comp...

2nd time at bugis this week... went there with dan and his frenz yest..b4 dat went paradiz to sing ktv .. 2nd time singing this week too... b4 dat sang with pam they all.. todae went bugis with linda, kps and jiayi- kid whom kps's mum looks after... well i was in bag mood todae... haha kept looking at bags till jiayi complained that i keep looking at bags.. boring him to death.. haha.. was intending to buy a bag for sch use.. handbag and waist pouch... din manage to get handbag.. nvm shall find another dae to get one.. quite sian of my current orange bag.. spent money again.. when i not employed.. haiz.. realli hope my savings can last till i graduate.. have used up all my money earned at motorola and espirit.. jialat rite... holidays has always been e time i spend e most money..coz when sch reopen will be lazy to leave ntu.. so wun shop often..

was pondering over this again...as we grow older... e number of pple u meet in ur life increases.. but it seems dat e number of of pple who accompany u thruout ur life seems to decrease... i mean frenz ard u... its like u r at a train station.. there r many routes u can take...many pple at the station.. only a certain proportion will be taking the same route as u... but many of them will alight at diff stops as u.. new passengers will board along the way and alight at diff stops ultimately.. onli a few pple will stay with u all e way till e end.. e final destination.. in life onli ur loved ones .. pple whom trust u and u trust will accompany u to e end... even our parents may alight at diff stop coz by e time we reach the end of our lifetime they wld not b ard.. they r e ones who board e train from e start to the time they can longer continue before they alight... so got to cherish the time they have with us... acquaintances are those who jus board and alight after one or 2 stops..coz e route we have in mind r diff...though the final destination may be e same in e end... buddies are those who stayed till e end even though they may board at diff times diff stops... its hard to find frenz who have e same goals and dreamz.. or despite having diff ideals but out of love and care, willing to watch u work towards ur dreamz.. giving u support and encouragement along e way... pick u up wheneva u fall...trust and believe u when others dun... these r e onli pple who will accompany u till e end of the journey...there are many things that cld happen on the train ride.. which may cause pple to have a change of route and alight the train.. sometimes we need to encounter some probs along the way to see who are e ones who do not alight no matter wat.. and go thru the probs with u.. i have heard a few stories that made me feel sad..pple whom u noe for long or pple u trust decided to have a change of route and did something bad to u out of greed forgetting the ties that were formed... this leads me to dink of e outside world.. i mean e working world where many pple cannot b trusted... this is wat i have been told by many.. even close frenz whom u tot wld acc u till e end turn against u for personal gains... i have not experienced anything like dat and dink i have not been thru enuff ... jus wanna cherish pple who have accompanied all the way till this point of my life...pple always sae buddiez whom u have made in sch r frenz for life.. coz when u enter into e working life.. colleagues can neva b frenz... always feel sad when i hear this.. y r pple so selfish? y cant pple be simple and make life simple by not hurting pple ard u... cant life be as beautiful as wat we imagine? realli scared when i dink of all these..

well... jus wanna sae its e tough times when u get to see who r ones who acc u till e end...luv my buddiez and family!!

came back hall yest night coz there's softball training this morning and carrom training tonight.. nothing to do now.. so decided to do some catching up on frenz' lives.. was looking thru blogs and saw this on farhana's blog..

Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

What's your personality love style?
Here is the analysis:You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.
(Seems rather true to a certain extent..haha.. have been wanting to find a personality test that gives very detailed and thorough analysis.. reminds me of the days in motorola when me kps hyan hui and fellow colleagues wld look for personality tests to do when we r bored after finishing our work for e dae.. perhaps its human's nature to want to search for ur real identity.. to understand e real u..e funny thing is that pple ard u may be able to understand u better than u urself.. )

hols now! has been 8 daes since my last paper ended..act long b4 dat i was in hol mood le..evidence- went out with e gals after accounting paper to marina on e 9th..watched 40 yr old virgin.. stupid but funny show.. and changed phone on dat dae.. long awaited dae man.. coz my phone couldnt make it 3 mths ago... either cldnt hear e other party toking or e other way rd... but got to bear with it coz 21 mths still not up yet... a few daes later went g2000 and U2 warehouse sale at macpherson wif ah bu and kps..bought denim jacket at 39 bucks.. luv it man! alwys wanted to get one but its usually rather ex... 15th- went marina south ..had steamboat, bowled and arcade after his 2nd last paper.. long long time since i had steamboat there.. realli a great relief of stress... went another sale at espirit the next dae after studying at wdlands lib with e gals... promised myself not to buy anything coz i going to be broke.. but cldnt resist and bought e same skirt as linda, ah bu and yps at 18 bucks.. cheap for espirit stuff.. coz there was 80% percent discount for it! next dae watched harry potter.. best rite.. did all these when i still have company law on the22nd.. this exam period is realli too long... more than 10 daes to study for each paper.. coz i have onli 3 core one ge this sem.. and one of them non examinable..biz communication .. realli sianz man.. wanna slack but cant slack 100% coz at e back of ur mind u noe exams still not over yet.. but the papers r jus too far apart...
hmm.. wat have i been doing these few daes after exams.. rem after my paper ended on 22nd.. went out with my classmates to fish and co at jp.. had a great lunch man... after which had dinner at billy bombers with dear.. that was e dae i had 2 good meals in one dae... next dae went ah bu's house wif kps to watch the last few discs of "A date with vampire 3"... though i din watch any episode at all... din realli understand but its nice to realli sit down and watch a few vcds at one shot.. gonna borrow tian guo de jie ti from yu fang one dae.. haha.. long time neva watch korean drama serials all at one shot which i always do during hols... 24th.. thurs went with classmates to send off thu huong.. b4 dat we had lunch at swensens...weichern looked rather sad when thu huong went in.. we were wondering how things would be like when wei chern goes overseas to study for 5 yrs.. she going back for 10 plus daes this time... wouldnt it be even more sad when he leaves next yr..
went batt rd for interview wif angeline after sending th off... after which supposed to go sitex.. e comp fair.. but coz of e interview which ended late.. couldnt meet dan in time.. so jus met him after he bought his printer and went back hall coz he having exam the next dae.. wow.. i am amazed i still can rem so many things more than a week ago...haha... fri din do anything much.. oh yar.. cooked our own lunch and dinner in hall.. though it's jus porridge and noodles..it was nice! sat went town.. diff feeling this time coz its after exams... went into some interestin shops which i neva entered wheneva i went wisma and taka.. bought some materials at art friend to make stuff..haha.. sun morning was fun time with family.. went reservoir near my house and yishun park coz my sis wanna take photos for her assignment.. long time since i spent time outside with my family.. enjoying the nature and taking a slow walk at ur own pace with ur loved ones... sometimes we jus need to take our time off from our busy or rather routine life and spend quality time with our loved ones and realise how beautiful life is.. ok.. pardon me.. too bo liaoz now.. well.. sun afternoon went yishun central with kps coz wanted to make cross stitch for christmas but we found something more interesting.. its some cloth with diff pics.. got precious moments .. winnie e pooh and frenz.. etc.. then u got to poke through the cloth with thread which u got to pull out the fray part.. to form the pic.. ok.. quite hard to explain here.. shall post it here after i completed it.. and yest went back sch for softball training..body aching alll over now... well realli amazed i can rem so much .. haha.. shall blog more often so dat i dun need to cram everything in one entry.. haha.. come back soon..:)