more than a week has passed after attachment has ended.. and the good thing is i get to wake up later than usual .. the feeling of waking up without having to go to work is a wonderful feeling.. but i have to sae the pple at MSC are nice.. they make our attachment period of 10 weeks enjoyable and memorable.. i have heard frenz complaining abt their organisation not bothering about them.. not concerned if they learnt anything or whether they are even assigned any work. They are always willing to answer our questions no matter how simple our qns may be.. and wheneva we have nothing to do.. they will always come up with work for us to do to make us feel occupied.. being occupied is better than not having anything to do.. being free at work can be a torture.. can doze off anytime.. haha.. well.. these are the photos taken on the last dae of attachment.. feel glad that i chose MSC..get to see beautiful sea scenery everydae.. nice pple and mentors in the department.. wonderful fellow interns cum lunch khakis.. memorable vessel visit and department lunches and dinner..

photo taken with the captain!!

me and caiwei!!

lunch with the crew!! sumptuous meal!!

menu of the dae.. italian language..i can read hmm..lagsane.. n pizZa!!

first dish of the dae.. lagsane!!

second dish.. pizza!!

nice and huge fish.. eaten tog with their special olive oil..

looks like ice cream cake?? may nt look appealing.. but this is the best ice cream cake i have eaten.. they took a few hours to make this.. and it is a common dish for them.. frequency for them is at least once a week..

dinner at china club .. another amazing place..

high class restaurant.. at 37th floor of capital tower.. dink can onli get to eat there when company treats!!!haha.. where got e money to eat at such places?

PA farewell..

sometimes i feel i have neva done anything very meaningful for anyone in my life.. made someone really happy for the entire dae.. being an important someone in anyone's life.. even as a daughter.. i make my mum unhappy by shouting back at her or argue with her .. not like my sis who would know how to keep quiet and not ans back so as not to make my mum upset.. jus like wat my dad says.. my younger sis is even more mature than me sometimes.. i make her worry when i come home late and i would argue back that it is not too late when it is out of pure concern that she raised her voice.. hoping that i can come home early to rest so that i would not too tired for work the next dae..there are many things she did for me and yet i do not appreciate..

as a friend.. i dink i am jus a lousy one.. neva realli noe to console a person who is sad.. listen but no good comforting words can come out of my mouth.. neglecting frenz and not bothering to catch up with wat frenz whom i have not seen for quite some time.. not knowing how to pay attention to my close budz.. and not being by their side when they are down..when i came to know abt it .. i was too late.. sometimes i feel, with or without me as a friend doesnt make any big difference.. coz i neva did anything much for anyone for my life as far as i can recall.. neither did i warm anyone's heart...always being the inobservant, blur and ignorant being in life..

looking back at first 20 yrs of my life.. i have failed in many aspects.. there r many things i have to improve on to make my existence more meaningful..