i am back again~~~ long time no see.. hehe.. one month has passed since sch started.. damn scary!!! Sometimes i jus wish i can stop e clock for a while.. especially happy times.. and scared of growing old.. afraid of losing loved ones as i grow old.. have been thinking abt this these few daes.. i am indeed grateful for all the things that i have in my life.. all the important people in my life.. showering so much care and concern upon me.. wat more shld i ask for? i dun want to complain and grumble.. coz i noe i have all that i need.. i wanna cherish all dat i have... and live life to the fullest with my loved ones...
Firstly.. my family..my parents ..without them i wun be able to enjoy wat i have now..i wld not have existed!! They brought me to this world to see beautiful and ugly things.. taught me different perspectives.. They are the ones who will always be there..taking care of me when i am unwell.. giving me sound advices.. which i oppose at times.. though i noe that listening to them will neva go wrong.. they noe the best for me.. though i always give a bu shuang face when i hear them nag... i noe they care.. though i am the eldest.. it seems that my sis is always looking out for me.. instead of me looking out for her.. and i may be cold towards her in certain situations.. but i noe that she is the best sis that one can eva have.. i doubt these words wld eva come out of my mouth... like wat peiwen says .. i dun express my love openly..realli beyond wat words can say... i jus wanna say i luv them!!!!
Next.. these wonderful angels came into my life and left beautiful memories which i will neva forget.. buddies for life!!!!!! These are the people who added colours to my everything.. and shaped my character and made me wat i am now.. my st nix buddies.. linda peiwen shuyang 2 peishans.. canoe gals.. nj clique.. yufang shijia wanying minyan.. and lots more.. everyone who have left footsteps in my life... these people picked me up from where i fell... the little things that they do touched my heart.. its not jus the great things,.. the little things that add up day by day forming into a complete picture of friendship and love.. without them.. i dunnoe how i can survive till todae.. i wanna say a big thank you to all of them!! and a big huGGG~~~~~~ and sorry too.. if i have been insensitive or have neglected any one.. or been mean to u..

I wanna keep everyone close to heart... and cherish wateva i have now.. my philosophy--luv wat u have in life!!!

Being optimistic is a big step towards winning a battle against all odds~~~

wah..i almost had to reformat my laptop yest.. scary! despite many attempts of logging in the laptop jus dun wanna log in and get to the main windows screen.. and the inter hall photos dat me and linda took are in my comp! no backup! .. and i havent sent over the ic for it.. haiz all my fault.. i kana funny exe virus long long time ago.. but din manage to get rid of it.. so jus leave it there in my comp.. so wheneva i have a new contact the file will be automatically sent over to him or her.. sianz.. then two daes ago.. my fren received the funny exe file from me..so advised me to use his symantec antivirus .. dat's the antivirus dat will remove "funny" virus! i tried going to the website last time.. the steps were so complicated.. and everyone was telling me if i dun follow them properly my comp will crash,.. and dat my comp will crash sooner or later iff i got the virus.. but it survived for so long.. so i tot nothing will go wrong.. yupz then i used his cd.. before installing i uninstalled mcafee antivirus.. and i forgot his advise to disconnect from internet! so dink it was the few mins when virus creeped in... :( so even when i installed syamntec antivirus.. and cleared the funny virus.. other viruses already attacked my comp... i was so silly so happy dat i cleared the funny virus... and continue using the comp happily... until yest afternoon came back from lunch.. discovered dat horrible fact.. cant even get to windows main screen.. noe something is v wrong... called 8 flags and they say most prob got to reformat.. sianz... i cant lose all my photos !!! surely kana scolding lor..i din even noe why virus wld get in .. when i got the better antivirus le.. and thanks to everyone who tried to think of solutions to help.. my toilet mate also kana virus.. and she got her buddy and frenz to come repair our comps.. really great thx to them.. spent so much time installing everything all over again and recovering my files.. shen2! comp engin pple really zai! haha..
moral of the story..disconnect from internet while uninstalling antivirus!!! and not to open exe files!!!

today or rather yest.. woke up at 750 .. usually wake up at 730 de.. sianz coz lesson at 830.. lay on my bed for 2 hour plus before falling asleep.. arhz.. its damn terrible.. so in e end slept ard 4 i dink.. coz pw went out to tok with with fren at ard 1 plus then came back ard 3.. we toked a bit coz i still couldn't get to sleep.. went to watch cheerleading before dat.. it was so fun to watch.. some halls were so cool.. of course including hall 1.. the stunts were gd.. though i couldnt catch the whole of hall1's performance coz i was blocked by a few pple in front of me.. but the judges weird leh.. many felt dat hall2 was gd.. also neva get into top 3.. anw really felt dat hall 1 did well... cheers to them! many were disappointed coz last yr they were the champs..but no matter wat.. everyone has done their best..


yest after first lesson- marketing tutorial.. went out with class to eat at imm.. we had 2 drivers.. haha.. i sat in pamela's car.. she is steady leh.. my third time sitting fren's car.. not counting to and fro lah... first time was wendy's then farhana's .. seems like everyone has license.. dink my class only me and sharmaine dun have.. haha.. aiya.. jus feel dat no car for me to drive mah.. so dun learn first lor.. haha wait for pple to drive me ard.. anw had a fun time outside.. luv my class! haha.. i mean my last sem classmates.. getting more united and closer each dae..

new sKiN~~

heyoz.. jus changed a new skin... nice? v cute rite.. hehe.. haiz the previous skin not available le.. but nvm now found a cute one to replace..

can gd frenz remain as pure gd frenz 4 eva?

oh yar.. suddenly feel like penning this tot down.. is it true that 2 pple of opp sex who r very close frenz will always end up together? pple sae a couple wld usually start out as very good frenz.. i have always believed in dat.. but i have seen quite a few who wanna remain as frenz in fear of destroying the friendship between them..friendship can last 4eva but it does not always apply to a relationship.. it is true dat if they get together and break up one dae.. they will neva be able to be like before.. be as close as before..from a stage whereby both can tok abt anything under the sun to a sad ending when both do not even acknowledge each other when they see each other.. but then does this mean that 2 v close frenz cant be together? i am jus puzzled .. then how do ppl get together?

harlow.. me back again! heez.. these few daes nothing much to write abt.. except dat i got 2 part-time tutors.. for accounting and statistics.. the stats teacher damn funni lor.. he is the teacher and yet doesnt noe how to use this software called spss which is suppose to help us in our homework..he even claimed dat he used to use it quite frequently and now forgot how to use le.. so we jus rot our time away lar.. fancy we sitting there trying to figure out for him!!.. after abt 15 mins then managed to get it rite.. dink he is retired le.. maybe over 60 yrs old le.. seems like those kinda tutor who will get bullied by students.. and in e end our whole class is using msn!! happily engaging in our conversations and waiting for the boring lesson to be over soon.. thinking of wat to eat for lunch.. wahaha.. dink many pple wld be ponning stats lec and tut in the future.. haha..

me here again.. heez.. jus now went for softball match.. today's match was so exciting! i was fielding for the first inning.. coz many pple not there at that time.. the inning ended fast.. hall 12 managed to score 1..they were so fast! It seemed that our batters' balls will land in the chao zai3 shortstop's hands as soon as the ball leaves the bat.. e moment the ball lands in her hands.. in a few seconds it will reach first base! Damn swift! No matter how fast our batters run .. the ball will reach the first base before they run thru the base.. dat's why the inning ended fast with 3 of our batters being strike out fast.. In the second inning, they managed to score one more.. all of them seem so pro.. can bat so far.. some of us were commenting that they r guys not gals! (from their built too..) Despite all these.. our players managed to stop them from scoring in the third inning..all of them put up a tough fight man!! of coz the same thing replayed... with their swift movements.. the inning ended fast.. we reserves and supporters jus kept shouting and shouting.. cheering them on... Fortunately the game is not over yet.. with score at 2-0.. coz 1 and a half hour is not over yet.. get to play the 4th inning.. yeah!! everyone was so hopeful.. and finallYY.. they scored one and base 1 and base2 loaded!!! all thanks to one player's ball.. jyen.. her ball flew v far.. but at this point of time.. the sky was turning darker.. abt 7 plus le...it was rather hard to see the ball.. that was quite a disadvantage to them.. and harder to pass, pick and catch ball .. haiz.. they went to tell arm it is dangerous to play in the dark!!!! After some discussion.. the arm decided to stop the game and we lost.. if it had continued.. they wld have have brought 2 more back home..but nvm.. they have tried their best.. the spirit was gd today!! we freshies were saying if we were to continue stay hall1 then gotta train well and play again next yr!! haha... fun game! Hope can get to play again soon..

1st dae of sch..

wah.. the lecturer for stats is best.. cant catch wat he is toking.. i can only catch a few words when he has already spoken a few sentences!! Haiz .. are all stats lecturer like dat?? like wat linda said .. for last sem the lec also cmi..e china accent.. this one hmm.. indian? mus really concentrate b4 u can get wat he is saying.. but eventually ended up toking to yps again.. hw also cant catch either though she was so attentive.. wahaha.. when abt 15 mins passed.. this guy stood up from his seat, carried his stuff.. and headed for the 1st door... but u noe wat.. the door was locked! The best part was he shook his head and moved up to the 2nd door.. it was locked too!! haha... then he bo bian went all e way up..exit by the main entrance at e top.. dat's how pathetic!! 15 mins enuff to get pple leaving fr the lt.. haha.. i understand why they say stats can study on ur own.. tml is the makeup lec for next week's stats.. wah.. dun feel like gng leh... sianz.. hope marketing lec later is better.. haha.. or else tues can be off dae for me liaoz.. wahha..

hAppI NeW yEaR to all!! 2004 ended with tragedy.. the weather for the past 2 daes was especially bad...cold and no new year atmosphere at all.. the death toll jus dun stop increasing.. once the radio or tv is on, we will hear reports abt the tsunami victims... it seems that at the end of every year there will be something bad happening.. cHoY*** last yr.. anita mui passed away due to cancer.. this year is the worst in my 19 yrs so far.. lets all say a little prayer for the victims.. hope everything will be fine soon~~


I received an sms last night.. it says " Like birds, let us leave behind wat we don't need to carry- Grudges
Sadness
Pain
Fear and Regrets.
Fly light. Life is beautiful! Happy New Yr!" Wow!!! This is the spirit we should have as we embrace 2005.. leave behind all e worries and unhappiness .. continue life with a smile :)

MY 5-dAY week~~ sianzzz...

SubjectType IndexNumber ClassType Group Day Time Venue Remark
AA101 00007 LEC LE1 THURS 1630-1830 MLT Wk1-13
TUT 7 MON 1030-1230 TR145A Wk1-13
AB102 00150 SEM 17 FRI 1330-1630 S3-SR3 Wk1-13
AB103 00159 LEC LE1 TUES 0830-1030 LT1A Wk1-13
TUT 4 MON 1230-1430 ITL6 Wk2,7,12
TR127 Wk1,3-6,8-11,13
AB112 00315 LEC LE1 TUES 1430-1630 LT1A Wk1-13
TUT 27 FRI 0830-1030 TR132 Wk1-13
HT101 21559 LEC LL WED 1530-1730 TR102 Wk1-13
TUT T2 TUES 1630-1730 TR99 Wk1-13



which means.. mon fr 1030 to 230, tues 830 - 630, wed 330- 530, thurs 430- 630, fri 830 - 430
Hope i can survive next sem.. with tuition and ge.. arh.. seems so packed... kampatei!!